The way it looked before felt better from the window

Johnny had a heart attack. His blood sugar was so high, they couldn't read it. His kidneys failed. He has a white blood cell count of over 6000 and they don't know where the infection is. They got his kidneys working again but only at 20-30%. Which is good because he told mom once that if his kidneys failed, he would give up. Didn't want to be on dialysis. I've tried hard not to worry too much and not to cry. Failed. I told Nate, and he called me (he's only ever called me a handful of times, ever). I almost didn't answer because I can't stand to let anyone hear me cry over the phone. But I held myself together (barely) long enough for the conversation. I just hope everything is going to be okay...