For the Taking

For the first time in a long time I don't want to sleep
But in the back of my mind I fear defeat
I fear desolation, disillusion
But this things in motion and won't stop moving
Nothing before has felt right
But this feels good
I feel good

We'll get there

Newboi is gone. He was problematic.


Two of my closest friends just broke up with their friends within the same week of me breaking up with newboi. Something is in the air, I guess.

An old friend of mine whom I have missed dearly has come back into my life. With good timing... We're pretty close... But slowly.

And I hate to feel like these people are stepping stones, just one after the other, but it kinda just keeps happening this way. I'm not doing this on purpose.

Life is moving quickly right now.

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Some things break and can't be fixed.

Lately, I feel empty inside.

I need to see more doctors.