I'm so busy
Oh, my GOD! I just got the worst pain in my stomach I've ever felt. It literally paralyzed me for a minute. I get these pains on occasion, but none of them have ever been that intense before. God dammit...
I forgot what I was saying now. I suddenly want to pass out.
Um. Anyway. Now this is weird. I've been so busy, or maybe "social" is a better word, lately that I don't even know what to say here. I've got way too much to say, but I really don't feel like describing everything in detail, though I'd like it to be here... in detail.
Well, I've been at my dad's house all weekend. So much I could say about that...
Sunday night I went to Binita's graduation party at Tennsco. It was mostly Indian people there. The Indian catered food was... different. Interesting. I didn't like most of it to be honest. We went outside and swung on the swingset. It was, like, 9:30 at night but there were kids on the playground... and we saw a bunny! :D
Yesterday, I went to a barbecue with Nate. Amir, the 60 year old Indian neighbor, brought his hookah. I had quite the learning experience.
And later that day, aka last night, Nate came over and we watched movies. He's never seen Office Space, and any time anyone I know says they have never seen Office Space, I MAKE them watch it. Seriously, no one needs to be so deprived of such good quality comedy entertainment. He went home around 3:30am...
Today I'm going to Fonz's house. In all the years that we've been friends, I've never been inside his house. Haha.
We're going to the airport at 10:30 tonight to pick up Johnny! He's been out of the country for months and months and he's finally coming home!
I've truly mastered the art of the "nutshell."
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
Places to be and People to see
You could call him an old friend, I guess? Just found him on Facebook. He's in a band. (Shit sucks, man). He's been right under my nose this entire time! Blew my mind.
Actually, I've been lurking the hell out of Facebook for the last couple of hours.* I found some old family members who I used to play with as kids but haven't seen in years. I briefly considered adding them but decided against it. I creeped their profiles anyway.
*Which I shouldn't be doing because I need to go to bed because I've got places to be and people to see tomorrow dammit.
Maybe I'll add more to this tomorrow/later today. The end of school and beginning of summer break have kept me on my feet so much lately. I never knew I had this much of a social life... well, I didn't. Haha. It still feels like most of my friends don't really care to be my friend anymore, but when I suggest we hang out, they seem all for it. I'm just used to everyone else always asking me, not me asking them. I don't assert myself. They should know this by now.
Actually, I've been lurking the hell out of Facebook for the last couple of hours.* I found some old family members who I used to play with as kids but haven't seen in years. I briefly considered adding them but decided against it. I creeped their profiles anyway.
*Which I shouldn't be doing because I need to go to bed because I've got places to be and people to see tomorrow dammit.
Maybe I'll add more to this tomorrow/later today. The end of school and beginning of summer break have kept me on my feet so much lately. I never knew I had this much of a social life... well, I didn't. Haha. It still feels like most of my friends don't really care to be my friend anymore, but when I suggest we hang out, they seem all for it. I'm just used to everyone else always asking me, not me asking them. I don't assert myself. They should know this by now.
Monday, May 23, 2011
Happy Camper
Okay, so... what has happened lately. SO MUCH! Now I can't remember what all I was going to talk about, but I'll try.
First of all: graduation. It was so much fun! A great night all around. I don't want to explain it all in detail cuz... I just don't feel like it. It was a blast! I really hope SOMEBODY got a video of all the antics. And I very much so enjoyed seeing absolutely everyone I saw there. I gave so many hugs that day!
After graduation, most of my family went out to eat at Denny's. And Nate came along too. I think we all had a good time there as well.
I'm sorry to inform you that I did not throw nor attend a drunken party. I am okay with that.
So the next day, Saturday, Nate and I went hiking. We went down the M.Bell Trail and didn't know how long it was. We hiked for 45 minutes ONE WAY. It turns out it comes out at Werewolf Springs though! I was excited about that. Then we hiked 45 minutes back, and it was exhausting and the sun was setting. Then we went to his house, and watched the end of POTC: At World's End on tv. Then I played a game of Halo with him and his two brothers, but wow I suck at Halo lol. It doesn't help that it was the first time I ever played it, and the first time I've held a video came controller in years.
Mmkay, so yesterday, I went out to lunch with Nate and his family. We ate at Maggiano's and it was delicious! Really good Italian food. I met his "aunt" and "uncle" whose house we went to afterward. We hung out there for the rest of the day. It's a super nice house. And they have corgis! SEW KEWT! And his older brother who is only in town for a few days (in fact, he goes home today) cooked apple crisp, and I must say that he is a very good cook and it was one of the most delicious things I have ever eaten haha.
I just always feel so awkward when I spend time with his family because I just don't know what to say. I'm not good at socializing I guess. I know they think I'm super quiet, and I feel like I hardly talked at all the entire day. It'll get easier later on, I suppose.
Anyway, I know this is mostly about Nate... I just want to say that I really like him. I like our relationship more than past ones I've had. I may just be really attached to him because he's more "real" of a boyfriend than any of the ones before. I don't know if that would make sense to anyone else, but it makes sense to me. I know in the beginning of our relationship (as all my relationships tend to go), he liked me a lot more than I liked him. But I've grown more and more attached to him, and I really do like him a lot. Also, he's very good to me, and he is most definitely not a player and he isn't going to "hurt" me as some people seemed to have previously thought. I know I probably sound delusional right now or "blind." But I know what I'm talking about. At the very least, comparing our relationship to my past ones, he's definitely the best guy I've ever been with.
Yeah...
JAMIE GOT ACCEPTED TO MEMPHIS! This makes me so happy to no end! I guess this means we're going to the same school, and if we're lucky we'll be roommates! :D Best news I've heard all week!
And this makes me sad: Is wonderin when his brother will finally turn his life around luv u man (This is Pat's status on Facebook. Pat is Nick H.'s brother...) I don't really want to talk much about this, but I wish he'd turn his life around too....
Well, at the very least, I can say that my life is so good right now. I don't think it can get much better than this. I'm just a happy camper all around, and I hope it stays this way!
First of all: graduation. It was so much fun! A great night all around. I don't want to explain it all in detail cuz... I just don't feel like it. It was a blast! I really hope SOMEBODY got a video of all the antics. And I very much so enjoyed seeing absolutely everyone I saw there. I gave so many hugs that day!
After graduation, most of my family went out to eat at Denny's. And Nate came along too. I think we all had a good time there as well.
I'm sorry to inform you that I did not throw nor attend a drunken party. I am okay with that.
So the next day, Saturday, Nate and I went hiking. We went down the M.Bell Trail and didn't know how long it was. We hiked for 45 minutes ONE WAY. It turns out it comes out at Werewolf Springs though! I was excited about that. Then we hiked 45 minutes back, and it was exhausting and the sun was setting. Then we went to his house, and watched the end of POTC: At World's End on tv. Then I played a game of Halo with him and his two brothers, but wow I suck at Halo lol. It doesn't help that it was the first time I ever played it, and the first time I've held a video came controller in years.
Mmkay, so yesterday, I went out to lunch with Nate and his family. We ate at Maggiano's and it was delicious! Really good Italian food. I met his "aunt" and "uncle" whose house we went to afterward. We hung out there for the rest of the day. It's a super nice house. And they have corgis! SEW KEWT! And his older brother who is only in town for a few days (in fact, he goes home today) cooked apple crisp, and I must say that he is a very good cook and it was one of the most delicious things I have ever eaten haha.
I just always feel so awkward when I spend time with his family because I just don't know what to say. I'm not good at socializing I guess. I know they think I'm super quiet, and I feel like I hardly talked at all the entire day. It'll get easier later on, I suppose.
Anyway, I know this is mostly about Nate... I just want to say that I really like him. I like our relationship more than past ones I've had. I may just be really attached to him because he's more "real" of a boyfriend than any of the ones before. I don't know if that would make sense to anyone else, but it makes sense to me. I know in the beginning of our relationship (as all my relationships tend to go), he liked me a lot more than I liked him. But I've grown more and more attached to him, and I really do like him a lot. Also, he's very good to me, and he is most definitely not a player and he isn't going to "hurt" me as some people seemed to have previously thought. I know I probably sound delusional right now or "blind." But I know what I'm talking about. At the very least, comparing our relationship to my past ones, he's definitely the best guy I've ever been with.
Yeah...
JAMIE GOT ACCEPTED TO MEMPHIS! This makes me so happy to no end! I guess this means we're going to the same school, and if we're lucky we'll be roommates! :D Best news I've heard all week!
And this makes me sad: Is wonderin when his brother will finally turn his life around luv u man (This is Pat's status on Facebook. Pat is Nick H.'s brother...) I don't really want to talk much about this, but I wish he'd turn his life around too....
Well, at the very least, I can say that my life is so good right now. I don't think it can get much better than this. I'm just a happy camper all around, and I hope it stays this way!
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Protect your heart; close your eyes.
I am so unbelievably tired right now. It's 4am and I haven't stayed up this late for awhile.
Last day of school went well. In fact it turned out to be a VERY eventful day despite every little thing going wrong in the morning.
The art show went well. I single-handedly spent more time setting it up than anyone else other than the art teachers. At least, I feel that way. I got a blue ribbon for the first time! Haha, and it was on a project that I wouldn't have expected.
In other news, I guess you could lose almost all (but not completely all) of your respect for me. Maybe I shouldn't say that. And it's not what you think! But he did just leave 15 minutes ago. Still not what you think though. I don't even know why I said this. I guess it's not as bad as I made it out to be. Actually, hell, it's nothing. Uhh... whatever, I'm just really fucking tired.
I'm living life with no regrets. They're on their way but ain't here yet.
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Well, after some sleep (It's a lot later in the day now), I feel pretty unwell today. Not in a bad mood or anything and not necessarily sick, just not feeling well. I've been sleeping most of the day and lying down. Trying to watch a movie right now, but it's not catching my interest.
I feel like a lot of my friends don't like me anymore. I mean, like, I know that's drastic, but a lot of people don't talk to me anymore. Or when they do, they act like they don't want to. And I actually talk to them first! Well, now that school's out, I won't be seeing any of them anymore anyway...
Last day of school went well. In fact it turned out to be a VERY eventful day despite every little thing going wrong in the morning.
The art show went well. I single-handedly spent more time setting it up than anyone else other than the art teachers. At least, I feel that way. I got a blue ribbon for the first time! Haha, and it was on a project that I wouldn't have expected.
In other news, I guess you could lose almost all (but not completely all) of your respect for me. Maybe I shouldn't say that. And it's not what you think! But he did just leave 15 minutes ago. Still not what you think though. I don't even know why I said this. I guess it's not as bad as I made it out to be. Actually, hell, it's nothing. Uhh... whatever, I'm just really fucking tired.
I'm living life with no regrets. They're on their way but ain't here yet.
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Well, after some sleep (It's a lot later in the day now), I feel pretty unwell today. Not in a bad mood or anything and not necessarily sick, just not feeling well. I've been sleeping most of the day and lying down. Trying to watch a movie right now, but it's not catching my interest.
I feel like a lot of my friends don't like me anymore. I mean, like, I know that's drastic, but a lot of people don't talk to me anymore. Or when they do, they act like they don't want to. And I actually talk to them first! Well, now that school's out, I won't be seeing any of them anymore anyway...
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Coming to a close
Caleb couldn't get sworn into the Navy just yet. He has to lose 1% body fat (ONLY ONE PERCENT! COME THE FUCK ON!) or 6 lbs. Whichever comes first.
I went to Old Timer's Day. It was really cold. We got rained on. Cold rain and wind. The food was delicious though. That's really all I go for. I had chili cheese fries :9, some funnel cake :9, and the Mennonites didn't have fried pies this year but they had homemade doughnuts which is just as good if not better! :9.
So-And-So was having such a gay old time with Such-And-Such that I didn't feel the need to interrupt today. I probably shouldn't feel that way...
And then I feel bad for abandoning Jamie after school even though we were just walking down the hall and talking. I didn't really "abandon" her; someone just... distracted me. Jamie has been by my side for 8 years. She is more important! And always will be.
Anyway. It won't happen again.
I printed my shirt today and I am almost officially done with Art! It's bittersweet. Art is the only thing I'll miss from high school. Good thing I'm going to be doing four more years of it! :) All I have left to do is glue something to something else, and I'm done with everything in that class. It was nice being in there for 3 hours today, especially with half the class gone.
I may stay after school tomorrow depending on how much I get done in 3D. I'm a little behind right now...
Two more days of school. Things I'm not looking forward to are my group presentation in one class and my speech in another. They won't be so bad though. I have two tests Friday and then I'm DONE SON!
Um. I don't know what else to talk about. I'm super tired.
I went to Old Timer's Day. It was really cold. We got rained on. Cold rain and wind. The food was delicious though. That's really all I go for. I had chili cheese fries :9, some funnel cake :9, and the Mennonites didn't have fried pies this year but they had homemade doughnuts which is just as good if not better! :9.
So-And-So was having such a gay old time with Such-And-Such that I didn't feel the need to interrupt today. I probably shouldn't feel that way...
And then I feel bad for abandoning Jamie after school even though we were just walking down the hall and talking. I didn't really "abandon" her; someone just... distracted me. Jamie has been by my side for 8 years. She is more important! And always will be.
Anyway. It won't happen again.
I printed my shirt today and I am almost officially done with Art! It's bittersweet. Art is the only thing I'll miss from high school. Good thing I'm going to be doing four more years of it! :) All I have left to do is glue something to something else, and I'm done with everything in that class. It was nice being in there for 3 hours today, especially with half the class gone.
I may stay after school tomorrow depending on how much I get done in 3D. I'm a little behind right now...
Two more days of school. Things I'm not looking forward to are my group presentation in one class and my speech in another. They won't be so bad though. I have two tests Friday and then I'm DONE SON!
Um. I don't know what else to talk about. I'm super tired.
Friday, May 6, 2011
Laryngitis forealio
I went to the talent show tonight. Nate and the rest of my family all met each other. My grandma likes him. She says we stand the same...? Lol.
After the talent show (WHICH WAS COMPLETE BULLSHIT BTW - the judging was extremely biased or just plain rigged! FUCK!), Nate, Justin, and I went to Taco Bell. We sat and talked for a good hour or more.
Now, I'm home. I've been sick all day. It started yesterday. I've been coughing SO MUCH. And my chest has been hurting (but more last night than today). And about half an hour ago, my voice blew. I have absolutely no voice now, and I've never lost my voice before! Kinda freakin' me out, man.
Usually, I explain things in a little more detail than this, but this is truly a nutshell.
I'm kinda tired. Tomorrow is fucking SKIP DAY FUCK YEAH. I have to get up early though because I'm going to Nashville to watch Caleb get sworn into the Navy.
Then my dad is picking me up at 4, and we're going to go to Old Timer's Day on Saturday morning.
Saturday night I might be going out to dinner with some friends. It's prom night, and none of us are going. :)
Sunday is mother's day and the whole fam-damn-ly is coming over.
I've got a lot of shit to do and my schedule is BOOKED!
Oh, and I really hope this laryngitis lasts for the next week because dammit! I don't want to do a group presentation OR a speech (which are both due next week). I will consider myself sooooo lucky if this lasts and it gets me out of these projects!
After the talent show (WHICH WAS COMPLETE BULLSHIT BTW - the judging was extremely biased or just plain rigged! FUCK!), Nate, Justin, and I went to Taco Bell. We sat and talked for a good hour or more.
Now, I'm home. I've been sick all day. It started yesterday. I've been coughing SO MUCH. And my chest has been hurting (but more last night than today). And about half an hour ago, my voice blew. I have absolutely no voice now, and I've never lost my voice before! Kinda freakin' me out, man.
Usually, I explain things in a little more detail than this, but this is truly a nutshell.
I'm kinda tired. Tomorrow is fucking SKIP DAY FUCK YEAH. I have to get up early though because I'm going to Nashville to watch Caleb get sworn into the Navy.
Then my dad is picking me up at 4, and we're going to go to Old Timer's Day on Saturday morning.
Saturday night I might be going out to dinner with some friends. It's prom night, and none of us are going. :)
Sunday is mother's day and the whole fam-damn-ly is coming over.
I've got a lot of shit to do and my schedule is BOOKED!
Oh, and I really hope this laryngitis lasts for the next week because dammit! I don't want to do a group presentation OR a speech (which are both due next week). I will consider myself sooooo lucky if this lasts and it gets me out of these projects!
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