Conflicted between intuition and paranoia.
And now I'm sending myself mixed signals.
Do I? or do I NOT?
Whatever.
I may be ever so slightly rocking the boat.
And there are a lot of things I would like to talk about, but I don't because I can't. Because I've made mistakes. The good news is I don't feel like I'm going to explode because I do all my venting to Meyer these days. I'll tell him about 90% of things. The other 10% I'm happy keeping to myself.
That said, I don't feel the need to write so much these days. There are a lot of things about to change in the near future, and I'm just one of those people who crosses those bridges when I get to them. Not really preparing for anything right now when I know I should be.
