Failure by Design

I have really dug myself into a hole. I'm trying not to stress about it because I'm usually pretty good at getting out of these holes. But, let's face it, I'm stressed as fuck. I know everything is going to be okay, but I just don't know where to start.

I need to work on homework. I hope Cerberus is understanding on Thursday. I may email them. I hate when I get this way.

So, a little more insight on the gifts yesterday. As Nikki and I were waiting outside for the shittle(sic) this morning, she said that her and Dillon always joke that if she ever dies, Dillon and I will have to date, so he can continue to date the same person.

Footnote: Nikki and I always joke that we're the same person. Everyone who knows us knows that. It's because we're kinda inseparable and always seen together. I don't go to parties anymore and people still ask her at parties where I am.

So, yesterday, Dillon told Nikki he got a gift for "his other girlfriend." Which is me. Lol. I thought that was pretty funny.

Today they got into a fight and both had a terrible day. I feel bad because I was hoping it would be a good day for both of them. :\

I went to my morning class, but didn't go to my other class. I'm glad I didn't go because I wasn't feeling well, but at the same time, not going (and procrastinating) is what got me in this hole...

So, I guess I should really crack down on this homework.