Another blow: I visited him (at his fucking mom's house of course) and we went to get food. Dude at the drive thru window complimented his stupid muscle car. So he showed off when he drove away and squealed out of there like a maniac. I was super mad because I was in the car and I have told him not to fucking drive like that with me in the car. He said something about how he did it for the dude at the window. I said, "so you respect that dude more than me?" He said, "I respect you, like, 99% of the time." I told him that was a fucked up thing to say but at least he admits it. I was mad the rest of the night.

Was it overreacting to be mad about it? He admitted to not respecting me sometimes. I mean, I feel completely disrespected by him OFTEN, but it hurt to hear him say it. 

Also his "99%" was a huge exaggeration.  It's def on the low end.

I have not called it quits because I always stay in situations way longer than is necessary or healthy. I'm just withdrawn. I was putting in the effort, I guess, to be petty, just so I can say I did. But we are at a point where we hardly even talk. He is oblivious.  For him, this is no change since I am, as previously stated, always on the backburner. He rarely thinks about me. 

So I guess now he is on my backburner because I'm pre-occupied. I guess I'm just waiting for that last nail in the coffin.