The Rain

It's cute how all these guys text me all the time, but my own boyfriend hardly does. I understand he's busy and responsible with doing his homework all the time. But as I've said before, texting is minimal effort. It's not going to take away from your very extensive studiousness to send a quick response... I dunno. I'll never get used to this.

Besides, I know he doesn't have that much homework. I'm sure he has a lot, but not hours on end of it all day every day.

I dunno. Like, it used to feel like he was ignoring me. Now it feels like he's avoiding me. I know when he finally does text me back it'll be just to say he's going to bed. So, I'm just going to go ahead and go to bed first instead of staying up and waiting for what I already know is coming.

And, like, the other night he called me to ask me the name a movie or something, and at the end of the conversation he asked if I wanted to skype later, and I said yes. Well, he never brought it back up again and eventually told me he was going to bed, and I didn't tell him so, but I was very disappointed. I had my hopes up...

Yesterday he asked if I was okay. I asked why and he said I seemed unhappy. I told him I'm always unhappy, so I should just seem normal. I explained to him that I don't make it obvious because it's nobody's problem but mine. Which is true. No one else cares, and they shouldn't.

In other news, procrastination has gotten no better... I've been doing pretty good at keeping up with my work, but tomorrow, I will be a bit behind. I have a project due tomorrow (which I did tonight), and I'm supposed to have a lot of stuff in my sketchbook too, but the sketchbook stuff hasn't been done. Cerberus isn't going to check that until Feb.7th though. So I got time.

I get my check tomorrow! I could have gotten it today, but by the time I remembered, I had to go to class. So, hopefully tomorrow I'll be about $900 richer. It has to last me until May though. I can do it.

Tomorrow is going to be a long day.