Well, Fonz just went home. We had a fulfilling day of watching Drop Dead Fred and eating pizza and chips and cookies and Facebook and we just watched Aziz Ansari's Intimate Moments for a Sensual Evening (which I've seen a couple times before, but it's hilarious every time). And since he lives under a rock I made him watch the Threw It On The Ground SNL skit and The Creep Lonely Island video. All-in-all, it was fun.
It's 11:30, and I need to start my paper now, and I have nooo idea what to do about it. I don't really know the details for it. So, I think I'm just gonna wing it. Well, DavRicia said she'll help me with it, but that would mean I have to wait to type it tomorrow after school. She'll run them to his house though. We're allowed to drop papers off in his mailbox haha. I don't know. I'll still start it tonight. I'm just so lost... If my weekend wasn't so busy, I'd have gotten help on it much sooner.
Hm, well, I guess I have nothing else to talk about it.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
A breathe of fresh air
Today I have taken absolutely no medicine. Stomach pains woke me in the early morning hours. It was the same convulsing pain that I've had before when I took too much aspirin and it lasted for an entire week and I couldn't eat and it was unbearable. It didn't last that long this time. I just lay in bed and waited for it to pass. But I don't want to risk it. But, hell, I may give in and take some medicine (that doesn't even work on me, mind you) before the night is over.
So, today I went to Nashville. I went with my mom, Ron, and Ron's daughter Casey. It was tolerable. Actually, it was quite fun. We walked around downtown first and looked like a bunch of tourists even though we've been there plenty of times. We ate at Jay Alexanders, which is always absolutely delicious.
There was an old black man on the street corner playing the saxophone, and, damn!, he was good! He played I Wanna Hold Your Hand and The Pink Panther theme (while we were in the vicinity anyway). I would have died if he played Never Gonna Dance Again by George Michael. Omg, I seriously would have laughed so hard.
We went into the Charlie Daniels souvenir store whatever it's called. I was going to get a shirt that said "Chick Magnet" on it with a picture of a really skinny cartoon guy trying to flex. But then I forgot about it and got a Nashville shirt instead. I really question my life choices.
We went to BB King's, which is the original reason we were in Nashville. We saw Larry's grandaughter's band play. They were so good! So much better than I expected. I can't get over how good that girl can sing. The drummer is in 6th grade, Cassie and lead guitarist are in 7th, and the singer and the other guitarist are in 8th.
I was texting my cousin while I was there because I wanted him to go, and he kinda wanted to go too but he went to a party instead, so I told him to "drink responsibly!"
"Haha im not like pamp"
"Don't smoke too much weed lol. I swear this guy playing drums is my elementary school principal. It's blowing my mind."
"Im gonna smoke it all and do meth cause thats the main drug. Haha and maybe he is."
"Lol if you do meth, I dont feel sorry for you. (I know you dont do it haha)."
"Haha theres not gonna be any drinkin or drugs its more of a bunch of us hanging out"
"Oh okay. I'm so proud of you, Nick. :P"
"I know. Im cool like that"
"I think you're cool. B) And my opinion matters the most."
"Haha yeah it does."
Oh, yeah, the band that was playing when we got there, the drummer/singer looked EXACTLY like Mr.Tidwell. I mean, Mr.Tidwell was my bus driver for like 9 years, I know what the guy looks like. The drummer was even wearing the same kind of hat that Mr.Tidwell wears sometimes! The only difference in this guy and Mr.Tidwell is that htis guy had an earring in one ear, he was a bit shorter, and slightly pudgy. But his face was an exact replica. Haha. I swear they're twins.
So, at one point, my grandma started dancing in her seat and Larry (her boyfriend) yelled out, "Stand back! Give her room! Give her room!" It was funny...
After we left Nashville, we went to Michaels in Bellevue because I need glass and glue for my mosaic that I'm going to do in art. Casey and I wasted a lot of time playing with silly hats. When I have money, I'm going back up there and buying up all their silly hats. They didn't have a good selection of glass, but I got something that will at least get me started.
On the way home I had splendid text conversations with Fonz and Pamp. And when I got home, I had splendid Facebook message conversations with Jeremy and Matthew. And splendid Tumblr conversations with all my wonderful friends on Tumblr.
Fonz is coming over tomorrow, and we're going to watch Drop Dead Fred! I'm excited that he's finally gonna see it! I think he's excited too lol.
But, man, tomorrow I also have to write a paper that's due on Monday. I don't know where I'm going to find the time...
Now I'm going to finish watching Gladiator (for the first time!) and go to bed. Maybe take something to help me sleep and regret it in the morning.
So, today I went to Nashville. I went with my mom, Ron, and Ron's daughter Casey. It was tolerable. Actually, it was quite fun. We walked around downtown first and looked like a bunch of tourists even though we've been there plenty of times. We ate at Jay Alexanders, which is always absolutely delicious.
There was an old black man on the street corner playing the saxophone, and, damn!, he was good! He played I Wanna Hold Your Hand and The Pink Panther theme (while we were in the vicinity anyway). I would have died if he played Never Gonna Dance Again by George Michael. Omg, I seriously would have laughed so hard.
We went into the Charlie Daniels souvenir store whatever it's called. I was going to get a shirt that said "Chick Magnet" on it with a picture of a really skinny cartoon guy trying to flex. But then I forgot about it and got a Nashville shirt instead. I really question my life choices.
We went to BB King's, which is the original reason we were in Nashville. We saw Larry's grandaughter's band play. They were so good! So much better than I expected. I can't get over how good that girl can sing. The drummer is in 6th grade, Cassie and lead guitarist are in 7th, and the singer and the other guitarist are in 8th.
I was texting my cousin while I was there because I wanted him to go, and he kinda wanted to go too but he went to a party instead, so I told him to "drink responsibly!"
"Haha im not like pamp"
"Don't smoke too much weed lol. I swear this guy playing drums is my elementary school principal. It's blowing my mind."
"Im gonna smoke it all and do meth cause thats the main drug. Haha and maybe he is."
"Lol if you do meth, I dont feel sorry for you. (I know you dont do it haha)."
"Haha theres not gonna be any drinkin or drugs its more of a bunch of us hanging out"
"Oh okay. I'm so proud of you, Nick. :P"
"I know. Im cool like that"
"I think you're cool. B) And my opinion matters the most."
"Haha yeah it does."
Oh, yeah, the band that was playing when we got there, the drummer/singer looked EXACTLY like Mr.Tidwell. I mean, Mr.Tidwell was my bus driver for like 9 years, I know what the guy looks like. The drummer was even wearing the same kind of hat that Mr.Tidwell wears sometimes! The only difference in this guy and Mr.Tidwell is that htis guy had an earring in one ear, he was a bit shorter, and slightly pudgy. But his face was an exact replica. Haha. I swear they're twins.
So, at one point, my grandma started dancing in her seat and Larry (her boyfriend) yelled out, "Stand back! Give her room! Give her room!" It was funny...
After we left Nashville, we went to Michaels in Bellevue because I need glass and glue for my mosaic that I'm going to do in art. Casey and I wasted a lot of time playing with silly hats. When I have money, I'm going back up there and buying up all their silly hats. They didn't have a good selection of glass, but I got something that will at least get me started.
On the way home I had splendid text conversations with Fonz and Pamp. And when I got home, I had splendid Facebook message conversations with Jeremy and Matthew. And splendid Tumblr conversations with all my wonderful friends on Tumblr.
Fonz is coming over tomorrow, and we're going to watch Drop Dead Fred! I'm excited that he's finally gonna see it! I think he's excited too lol.
But, man, tomorrow I also have to write a paper that's due on Monday. I don't know where I'm going to find the time...
Now I'm going to finish watching Gladiator (for the first time!) and go to bed. Maybe take something to help me sleep and regret it in the morning.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Mixing medicines
Today is George Harrison's birthday.
I hate when someone texts me first then acts like they don't want to talk me. Just don't text me... it's a waste of my time too. :/
I am so sick right now. I didn't go to school again today. I slept all day and I tried to sleep some more, but I just can't.
So, I'm about to go take my daily whatever-I-can-get-my-hands-on to fix that. I don't know what's safe to mix or not, but I'm about to find out.
This post was pointless.
I hate when someone texts me first then acts like they don't want to talk me. Just don't text me... it's a waste of my time too. :/
I am so sick right now. I didn't go to school again today. I slept all day and I tried to sleep some more, but I just can't.
So, I'm about to go take my daily whatever-I-can-get-my-hands-on to fix that. I don't know what's safe to mix or not, but I'm about to find out.
This post was pointless.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Well, it's all because of me
I got my new phone today. In attempt to keep my old number, everything is all fucked up now. God, I hate technology sometimes. This shit is a hassle. Hopefully I can get it all straightened out by tomorrow.
I'm sick. And tired. And I didn't go to school today. And I feel like crap. And I've got so much stuff to do that I was kinda gonna do today while I was at home, but I never ended up doing. I did clean the house though, so that's kind of productive, but it doesn't get any of this other weight off my shoulders.
I have to draw and color the outline for my mosaic. Did I mention I have no idea what I'm going to mosaic and I have to start on it tomorrow? I have to do something like problems 42-76 in math. I didn't take notes or pay attention that day. I drew some (badass might I add) doodles to make it look like I was writing notes. So, I have to teach myself all this math before doing the homework. And those are just the immediate things I have to do for tomorrow. By Friday I've got to finish a packet on Logic for English and start on a "documented essay" for English as well.
Not to mention, I've got college applications to fill out. I talked to O'More on the phone yesterday and they said I need to hurry up and apply, and I have to finish the Watkins application (sooo much stuff to do for that one). And I've got to fill out scholarships but it may be too late for those because deadlines are passing.
And all I want to do is go to sleep because I'm sick and tired.
Is that enough bitching for one day? Yeah, I think it is.
Aw, I just got a message on Facebook from someone saying they missed me at school today and hope I'm feeling better. :) That's sweet.
I think I'm just going to skip out on all this homework and go to sleep. That sounds delightful.
I'm sick. And tired. And I didn't go to school today. And I feel like crap. And I've got so much stuff to do that I was kinda gonna do today while I was at home, but I never ended up doing. I did clean the house though, so that's kind of productive, but it doesn't get any of this other weight off my shoulders.
I have to draw and color the outline for my mosaic. Did I mention I have no idea what I'm going to mosaic and I have to start on it tomorrow? I have to do something like problems 42-76 in math. I didn't take notes or pay attention that day. I drew some (badass might I add) doodles to make it look like I was writing notes. So, I have to teach myself all this math before doing the homework. And those are just the immediate things I have to do for tomorrow. By Friday I've got to finish a packet on Logic for English and start on a "documented essay" for English as well.
Not to mention, I've got college applications to fill out. I talked to O'More on the phone yesterday and they said I need to hurry up and apply, and I have to finish the Watkins application (sooo much stuff to do for that one). And I've got to fill out scholarships but it may be too late for those because deadlines are passing.
And all I want to do is go to sleep because I'm sick and tired.
Is that enough bitching for one day? Yeah, I think it is.
Aw, I just got a message on Facebook from someone saying they missed me at school today and hope I'm feeling better. :) That's sweet.
I think I'm just going to skip out on all this homework and go to sleep. That sounds delightful.
Monday, February 21, 2011
Killing Time
Seems like nobody really cares
Because they're just killing my time
They're just killing my time
Don't you know they're just killing my time?
I drove in the rain today. That's about the only productive thing I've done.
Ahh, why am I even writing this? All I'm going to do is finish watching a movie and go to bed. I'm very tired. I've been doing really good at going to bed early. Last night went to bed at 1am though... I'll try to do better!
Jeremy disappeared. I used to talk to him everyday, but I haven't heard from him in days. I guess he'll come back around eventually. I don't know. I just think it's kinda weird. He still needs to wash my bike...
Shit! February is almost over! There's, like, one week left... Ahhhh! I've go so much stuff to do! >.<
I say this pretty much every day, but I'm going to try to be a little more productive just a little bit more everyday.
I wish I could stick to goals.
Because they're just killing my time
They're just killing my time
Don't you know they're just killing my time?
I drove in the rain today. That's about the only productive thing I've done.
Ahh, why am I even writing this? All I'm going to do is finish watching a movie and go to bed. I'm very tired. I've been doing really good at going to bed early. Last night went to bed at 1am though... I'll try to do better!
Jeremy disappeared. I used to talk to him everyday, but I haven't heard from him in days. I guess he'll come back around eventually. I don't know. I just think it's kinda weird. He still needs to wash my bike...
Shit! February is almost over! There's, like, one week left... Ahhhh! I've go so much stuff to do! >.<
I say this pretty much every day, but I'm going to try to be a little more productive just a little bit more everyday.
I wish I could stick to goals.
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Take a look at what we had
I'm home. There isn't much to say about my weekend. I went to my dad's house. That's all...
I woke up at 10:30am both yesterday and today. That's amazing for a weekend! I'm proud of myself for not sleeping all day. I went to bed early the last two nights of course.
I'm actually really tired right now and I'm going to go to bed soon. I can't think of anything else to say that isn't on the surface, so here's a survey.
I woke up at 10:30am both yesterday and today. That's amazing for a weekend! I'm proud of myself for not sleeping all day. I went to bed early the last two nights of course.
I'm actually really tired right now and I'm going to go to bed soon. I can't think of anything else to say that isn't on the surface, so here's a survey.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Good Intentions
I've got so much stuff to do and so little time to do it. I don't know how I'm going to get through these next three months. It's not just school work either - I've got outside deadlines to meet, and they're fast approaching...
I got a phone call by a lady from MCA today. I talked to her about my FAFSA and... stuff. Just stuff. I mean, I'm really starting to like the idea of Memphis. I may actually go there. They offered such a big scholarship, and they're so nice, and even though they just want my money (which, let's face, I don't have any), they seem like they want me to go there (that's how all colleges operate though).
Woo! Memphis! Third highest violent crime rate in the United States. Let's do this!
I have other things to say, but I forgot them...
Uh...
This happens a lot.
People have been pretty good at not texting me and calling instead. I may be getting a new phone soon, though. Yeah - again! But this one I have now was just kinda to test it out, and it just ain't working. The one that I should be getting is vastly superior.
Jake called me just now asking if I wanted a guinea pig for my birthday. I don't know where it came from, but he has one. I do want one, but...
Kia had her puppies! I'm going over there tomorrow to see them.
I want a guinea pig. I also want a puppy. I MUST HAVE a puppy. Lil Taz legacies runnin' around. Idk. My mom is an unmoving rock on this stand. I'm going to have to be really persuasive. I'll report back on that.
Walked home from school today. It was nice. It was especially nice since I left my backpack at school. I could walk home everyday if I didn't have to carry that damn thing.
So, I've tried it before and have failed every time, but I'm going to try to better myself. I guess going to bed at reasonable times is a good start, right? I mean, 7-9pm is infinitely better than 3-5am. Speaking of which, it's 8pm, and I am about to go to bed. It's so nice. I can't get over how nice it is. I will never take this for granted.
But anyway. I'm going to try my damnedest to procrastinate less and less to the point of not at all. (Though, I believe "not at all" is impossible for someone like me). I know I always say this, and I never do it. Good intentions paved the road to Hell. Mine have paved an eight-lane interstate highway, and I'm riding it on cruise control.
I got a phone call by a lady from MCA today. I talked to her about my FAFSA and... stuff. Just stuff. I mean, I'm really starting to like the idea of Memphis. I may actually go there. They offered such a big scholarship, and they're so nice, and even though they just want my money (which, let's face, I don't have any), they seem like they want me to go there (that's how all colleges operate though).
Woo! Memphis! Third highest violent crime rate in the United States. Let's do this!
I have other things to say, but I forgot them...
Uh...
This happens a lot.
People have been pretty good at not texting me and calling instead. I may be getting a new phone soon, though. Yeah - again! But this one I have now was just kinda to test it out, and it just ain't working. The one that I should be getting is vastly superior.
Jake called me just now asking if I wanted a guinea pig for my birthday. I don't know where it came from, but he has one. I do want one, but...
Kia had her puppies! I'm going over there tomorrow to see them.
I want a guinea pig. I also want a puppy. I MUST HAVE a puppy. Lil Taz legacies runnin' around. Idk. My mom is an unmoving rock on this stand. I'm going to have to be really persuasive. I'll report back on that.
Walked home from school today. It was nice. It was especially nice since I left my backpack at school. I could walk home everyday if I didn't have to carry that damn thing.
So, I've tried it before and have failed every time, but I'm going to try to better myself. I guess going to bed at reasonable times is a good start, right? I mean, 7-9pm is infinitely better than 3-5am. Speaking of which, it's 8pm, and I am about to go to bed. It's so nice. I can't get over how nice it is. I will never take this for granted.
But anyway. I'm going to try my damnedest to procrastinate less and less to the point of not at all. (Though, I believe "not at all" is impossible for someone like me). I know I always say this, and I never do it. Good intentions paved the road to Hell. Mine have paved an eight-lane interstate highway, and I'm riding it on cruise control.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
News and Nonsense
First, I'm going to copy and paste what I said on Tumblr.
That was easy.
Now, I'm going to say that I've been filling out this Watkins application, and this is more than an application. This is a book. A book filled with pages and pages of forms. I've got to fill most of them out. I think I'll take it to school tomorrow and finish filling it out there. Other than the application, I've got to do two projects and an essay to turn in with it. AND a letter of recommendation by one of my teachers. I wish I could get two letters because I'm not sure which teacher to ask.
I thought of some "deep" stuff I could talk about. You know how sometimes I make a post that isn't about my day, but about how I feel about stuff? Yeah. I've been thinking a whole heck of a lot lately. I'd say that it's a story for another day (should be the name of my autobiography: A Story For Another Day), but I know I'll never get around to it. Eh. Oh, well.
I went to bed last night at 7 and it was amazing. I'm going to go to bed at 8 tonight. (Mainly because it's already 7:34). It's gonna be great. I feels so great to get just the right amount of sleep. I never get a happy medium anymore, just much too little or much too much.
Anyway, good night. Maybe I'll be more interesting tomorrow.
We got unofficial transcripts today, and the graduation date on them is May 27. We are supposed to graduate on May 20. We’re not sure if they pushed graduation back a week yet. If that is the case, there will be riots.
Also, there is rumor that they pushed prom back as well. Why would snow days even affect prom? It has nothing to do with lost class time. I mean, I’m not going to prom anyway, but I don’t see the need to move it.
Also too, my school is hellbent on keeping spring break. I thought that surely that entire snow week we just had last week would have to be made up during spring break, but they’ve still managed to keep it. Now we have to go to school on President’s day, Easter break, and every half-day for the rest of the year has been changed to a full day. I am perfectly okay with this. However, I would much rather they cut spring break than push graduation back.
I guess we’ll see.
That was easy.
Now, I'm going to say that I've been filling out this Watkins application, and this is more than an application. This is a book. A book filled with pages and pages of forms. I've got to fill most of them out. I think I'll take it to school tomorrow and finish filling it out there. Other than the application, I've got to do two projects and an essay to turn in with it. AND a letter of recommendation by one of my teachers. I wish I could get two letters because I'm not sure which teacher to ask.
I thought of some "deep" stuff I could talk about. You know how sometimes I make a post that isn't about my day, but about how I feel about stuff? Yeah. I've been thinking a whole heck of a lot lately. I'd say that it's a story for another day (should be the name of my autobiography: A Story For Another Day), but I know I'll never get around to it. Eh. Oh, well.
I went to bed last night at 7 and it was amazing. I'm going to go to bed at 8 tonight. (Mainly because it's already 7:34). It's gonna be great. I feels so great to get just the right amount of sleep. I never get a happy medium anymore, just much too little or much too much.
Anyway, good night. Maybe I'll be more interesting tomorrow.
Monday, February 14, 2011
Girl, you can't kill a liar
You got my number, you can make the call
Til then I won't bother you at all
Intentions Clear by Umphrey's McGee is my song for the day. I really completely forgot it was Valentine's Day most of the day. I didn't have a very bad day. It was pretty good actually. Kyle texted me at like 6 o clock this morning saying Happy Valentine's day lol. And Matthew said it to me after school. But that's about it. The rest of the day was a just an abnormal Monday for me. Abnormal because of the schedule, otherwise it would have been normal.
Looks like I just made plans for Thursday! This should be interesting.
I think I have plans for Saturday too.
I have a tendency to make plans to hang out with people I don't know very well.
But, hey! They offered. I hardly ever offer.
My mom got me a heart-shaped box of assorted chocolates (lol). I appreciate the gesture, but assorted chocolates are among the most disgusting things ever invented.
Til then I won't bother you at all
Intentions Clear by Umphrey's McGee is my song for the day. I really completely forgot it was Valentine's Day most of the day. I didn't have a very bad day. It was pretty good actually. Kyle texted me at like 6 o clock this morning saying Happy Valentine's day lol. And Matthew said it to me after school. But that's about it. The rest of the day was a just an abnormal Monday for me. Abnormal because of the schedule, otherwise it would have been normal.
Looks like I just made plans for Thursday! This should be interesting.
I think I have plans for Saturday too.
I have a tendency to make plans to hang out with people I don't know very well.
But, hey! They offered. I hardly ever offer.
My mom got me a heart-shaped box of assorted chocolates (lol). I appreciate the gesture, but assorted chocolates are among the most disgusting things ever invented.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Snow days are really over this time
I think I'm the only person who doesn't want to go to school tomorrow. I wish I never had to go back. Three more months, man. Three more months.
I am excited for the warm weather though. School will be much more bearable when I'm not concentrating on how freezing I am. I wish that since the school actually HAS heaters that they would USE them. They're there for a reason...
So, we celebrated my grandpa's birthday today at Cancun in Bellevue. We were late getting there of course, and my mom was being bitchy as fuck about it. We're ALWAYS late everywhere we go. It's nothing new and it's not the end of the world. I was getting pissed off. But I had a good day in the end.
My family is so funny. Everyone was there. My grandparents, aunt, cousins, etc. The old people all started having a conversation about cocaine and we were just "wut." And I don't know. Everyone just jokes and makes fun of each other. Good times.
Josh proposed to Ashley tonight when they got home. I'm happy for them (:
I'm pretty tired. I think I'm going to fix myself a nice, hot mug of hot chocolate and go to bed.
I am excited for the warm weather though. School will be much more bearable when I'm not concentrating on how freezing I am. I wish that since the school actually HAS heaters that they would USE them. They're there for a reason...
So, we celebrated my grandpa's birthday today at Cancun in Bellevue. We were late getting there of course, and my mom was being bitchy as fuck about it. We're ALWAYS late everywhere we go. It's nothing new and it's not the end of the world. I was getting pissed off. But I had a good day in the end.
My family is so funny. Everyone was there. My grandparents, aunt, cousins, etc. The old people all started having a conversation about cocaine and we were just "wut." And I don't know. Everyone just jokes and makes fun of each other. Good times.
Josh proposed to Ashley tonight when they got home. I'm happy for them (:
I'm pretty tired. I think I'm going to fix myself a nice, hot mug of hot chocolate and go to bed.
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Sick Muse
I didn't make a post yesterday because I was too tired. I am so sick of abnormal sleeping patterns. I stayed up for 27 or so hours and went to bed at 8pm. Woke up at 11am (which is reasonably early for me) the next day, aka yesterday morning. Last night I was extremely exhausted by 10pm, but I didn't get to sleep until 4am. And of course I can't sleep normal amounts of time. I slept 12 hours and woke up a little before 4pm. So, here I am.
I did write a lot last night though. Probably a bunch of shit that will never see the light of day. That's okay though. Most the stuff I write never really gets seen or even finished. A lot of it is about the same thing. I don't want to be redundant.
Um...
Oh, yeah! My dad and I saw The WannaBeatles at the Renaissance Center last night. It was very entertaining. It was a celebration of The Beatles first ever American performance and appearance on The Ed Sullivan Show. I don't feel like going into detail but at the end the finale was, I guess, just supposed to be All You Need Is Love, but then it merged into the chorus of Hey Jude, which then merged into The End (appropriate I suppose). But then when I thought it was over, just for kicks and giggles, they played Back In The U.S.S.R. It was a grand time.
I don't know what else to say right now.
I did write a lot last night though. Probably a bunch of shit that will never see the light of day. That's okay though. Most the stuff I write never really gets seen or even finished. A lot of it is about the same thing. I don't want to be redundant.
Um...
Oh, yeah! My dad and I saw The WannaBeatles at the Renaissance Center last night. It was very entertaining. It was a celebration of The Beatles first ever American performance and appearance on The Ed Sullivan Show. I don't feel like going into detail but at the end the finale was, I guess, just supposed to be All You Need Is Love, but then it merged into the chorus of Hey Jude, which then merged into The End (appropriate I suppose). But then when I thought it was over, just for kicks and giggles, they played Back In The U.S.S.R. It was a grand time.
I don't know what else to say right now.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
I think that we should run away
It'll tell the truth. It'll set you free. It'll say that you were meant for me, and this is where we're supposed to be.
It's 6 in the morning. I've been up all night and I just sewed some mittens out of scratch. What am I doing with my life?
*Later that day*
I've been talking Jeremy. We're going to go to Waikiki. But we can't afford it so we're pretending to be scientists who are studying the pineapples so the government will fund our trip. Lol. I haven't talked to Jeremy in a really long time, and he added me on Facebook. He's funny.
In other news, I'm pretty darn tired. I'm going to go take pictures in the snow.
EDIT: MY STATES HOODIE CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY! ASK ME HOW HAPPY I AM!
Here's a survey.
It's 6 in the morning. I've been up all night and I just sewed some mittens out of scratch. What am I doing with my life?
*Later that day*
I've been talking Jeremy. We're going to go to Waikiki. But we can't afford it so we're pretending to be scientists who are studying the pineapples so the government will fund our trip. Lol. I haven't talked to Jeremy in a really long time, and he added me on Facebook. He's funny.
In other news, I'm pretty darn tired. I'm going to go take pictures in the snow.
EDIT: MY STATES HOODIE CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY! ASK ME HOW HAPPY I AM!
Here's a survey.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Snow days are over.
My room is a giant mess now because my brother was working on the electricity in there. Hopefully now the plug won't spark and a fire won't start in my room resulting in the entire house being burned to the ground. Ha. Ha...
Attention! Low Battery! I should charge that...
And now it's charging. People will just have to wait for me to text them back.
My class rank is 38 out of 300. If the mail runs tomorrow, which I think it will since it's not supposed to snow til noon, I hope I get one of the other two things I've been expecting. Or, even better, both of those things. That would be nice.
I'm going to go clean my room now. And maybe after that I'll do some art. Instead of being a lazy bum, I think I'll be productive today and get some of these ideas that I've been harboring drawn out on paper finally.
EDIT: It's 2am, and I'm just now cleaning my room. The good news is that Grooveshark has ALL of The Hanks music. It's gonna be a good night.
Attention! Low Battery! I should charge that...
And now it's charging. People will just have to wait for me to text them back.
My class rank is 38 out of 300. If the mail runs tomorrow, which I think it will since it's not supposed to snow til noon, I hope I get one of the other two things I've been expecting. Or, even better, both of those things. That would be nice.
I'm going to go clean my room now. And maybe after that I'll do some art. Instead of being a lazy bum, I think I'll be productive today and get some of these ideas that I've been harboring drawn out on paper finally.
EDIT: It's 2am, and I'm just now cleaning my room. The good news is that Grooveshark has ALL of The Hanks music. It's gonna be a good night.
Monday, February 7, 2011
Danger! Abort!
I asked him how his day was and he said, "pretty good one of my exs came up and told me she was done waiting for me and that im immature she said idk how to treat a girl and that im an all around bad guy"
I didn't have the heart to tell him that that's exactly what he needed to hear. (Not like he took it to heart or anything). I told him I didn't think he was a bad guy. And that's the truth. I just think he's inconsiderate and selfish. I didn't tell him that though. Then he told me that he thinks I'm amazing. I lol'd. Lol. Yeah. Players gonna play.
He tells me how I should go to school in Michigan. Ahaha, fuck that. I don't change for anybody, and I sure as hell am not going to make such a giant decision based on anybody but myself.
And I hate that I still like talking to him. I feel like such a terrible person when I think bad things about him like how he gets what he deserves. :/
Anyway, today was a great day. Got out of school early which was fucking lucky for me! I got out right before 4th period which is English. I had a Macbeth test in there. Er... I would have had a test in there were I to have had the class. I also didn't have a mosaic surface for art, which was due today. I didn't have art class either!
Caleb and I got a ride with Logan after school. I called my mom to tell her, and when she answered, the first thing I said was, "Are you aware that school is out?" *short pause* "Noooo." Haha, then I told her not to worry cuz we had a ride. Logan turned the bass up, and we pulled out of the school with Far East Movement's "Go Ape" BLASTING. Ahahah. Caleb and Logan were dancing like they were black, and I couldn't do anything but laugh my ass off! It was so much fun. I asked Logan if he wanted to DJ our graduation party. Of course he accepted. Haha. I doubt we're having a real graduation party since there's a chance I might be going to Ohio.
When I got home there was a large envelope in the mail from Memphis. I already knew it was an acceptance letter because why would they send my a folder full of papers just to reject me? I don't know all the specifics yet except that I've been accepted and I've been awarded a $48,000 scholarship. My mom was reading the papers, and I jokingly told her to read them and then tell me what they said so I didn't have to read all of them, and she said, "okay." Lol. I was just kidding, but if she really wants to...
Now I don't feel like saying anything else. I'll make another post tomorrow.
Oh my God. My blog shows up in search results if you google "thunderkleez." That's enough for me to make it private. God dammit. I thought I chose some setting to make it not show up in search results.
Okay, I changed the URL. Maybe I'm safe. Although I posted the new url on Twitter, and Twitter also shows up in search results. Ahhhhh!
I didn't have the heart to tell him that that's exactly what he needed to hear. (Not like he took it to heart or anything). I told him I didn't think he was a bad guy. And that's the truth. I just think he's inconsiderate and selfish. I didn't tell him that though. Then he told me that he thinks I'm amazing. I lol'd. Lol. Yeah. Players gonna play.
He tells me how I should go to school in Michigan. Ahaha, fuck that. I don't change for anybody, and I sure as hell am not going to make such a giant decision based on anybody but myself.
And I hate that I still like talking to him. I feel like such a terrible person when I think bad things about him like how he gets what he deserves. :/
Anyway, today was a great day. Got out of school early which was fucking lucky for me! I got out right before 4th period which is English. I had a Macbeth test in there. Er... I would have had a test in there were I to have had the class. I also didn't have a mosaic surface for art, which was due today. I didn't have art class either!
Caleb and I got a ride with Logan after school. I called my mom to tell her, and when she answered, the first thing I said was, "Are you aware that school is out?" *short pause* "Noooo." Haha, then I told her not to worry cuz we had a ride. Logan turned the bass up, and we pulled out of the school with Far East Movement's "Go Ape" BLASTING. Ahahah. Caleb and Logan were dancing like they were black, and I couldn't do anything but laugh my ass off! It was so much fun. I asked Logan if he wanted to DJ our graduation party. Of course he accepted. Haha. I doubt we're having a real graduation party since there's a chance I might be going to Ohio.
When I got home there was a large envelope in the mail from Memphis. I already knew it was an acceptance letter because why would they send my a folder full of papers just to reject me? I don't know all the specifics yet except that I've been accepted and I've been awarded a $48,000 scholarship. My mom was reading the papers, and I jokingly told her to read them and then tell me what they said so I didn't have to read all of them, and she said, "okay." Lol. I was just kidding, but if she really wants to...
Now I don't feel like saying anything else. I'll make another post tomorrow.
Oh my God. My blog shows up in search results if you google "thunderkleez." That's enough for me to make it private. God dammit. I thought I chose some setting to make it not show up in search results.
Okay, I changed the URL. Maybe I'm safe. Although I posted the new url on Twitter, and Twitter also shows up in search results. Ahhhhh!
Sunday, February 6, 2011
I'm not your girl so quit saying I am
So, today was the Superbowl. Bet nobody knew that.
Mom and Ron's friend Ricky came over with his son Billy. I think he's around my age. They were wearing Steelers jerseys and are obviously giant Steelers fans. Too bad for them I guess.
Everybody else came over too.
Nick, I mean, Fonz came over, and he and I watched Across the Universe since he's never seen it. I'm going to learn that boy some culture one movie at a time! I've seen it before, but not in a long time, and I realized today that it is the greatest movie ever made. It ties for first place as my favorite movie. I absolutely love it.
So, Steelers lost and Ron was picking on Ricky, and my mom asked, "You aren't leaving yet, are you?" and Ricky responded, "Not until we throw up and urinate all over your furniture! There's no way you'll ever get that out!" Ahahaha! It was so funny!
My dad called me earlier and asked if I wanted to go see the Beatles and I was like "wut" and we're going to go see The WannaBeatles (SUCH A CLEVER NAME!) on Wednesday. For the first time in my life, I do NOT want it to snow! Because if it snows, we can't go. Also if we're snowed out of school, that day will be taken from spring break.
I'm expecting three things in the mail, and I hope they all come this week! I'm expecting either an acceptance letter or a rejection letter from Memphis, a manatee from a Tumblr friend (It's adorable!), and my States Hoodie! How great would it be if I got all of these things (the letter being a letter of acceptance of course) on the same day! Preferably tomorrow! It would make my, what I already know will be a probably terrible, Monday into a good day! That's enough explanation points for now.
So, tomorrow we're having an one hour homeroom for registration. I just don't know what the hell the seniors are gong to do. I kinda don't want to go.
Oh, and the title has to do with when I was talking to Pamp on Facebook if that isn't obvious. This is a whole different story for a whole other day. I've figured it all out. Either I'm correct or I'm delusional. In either case, I'm done.
Mom and Ron's friend Ricky came over with his son Billy. I think he's around my age. They were wearing Steelers jerseys and are obviously giant Steelers fans. Too bad for them I guess.
Everybody else came over too.
Nick, I mean, Fonz came over, and he and I watched Across the Universe since he's never seen it. I'm going to learn that boy some culture one movie at a time! I've seen it before, but not in a long time, and I realized today that it is the greatest movie ever made. It ties for first place as my favorite movie. I absolutely love it.
So, Steelers lost and Ron was picking on Ricky, and my mom asked, "You aren't leaving yet, are you?" and Ricky responded, "Not until we throw up and urinate all over your furniture! There's no way you'll ever get that out!" Ahahaha! It was so funny!
My dad called me earlier and asked if I wanted to go see the Beatles and I was like "wut" and we're going to go see The WannaBeatles (SUCH A CLEVER NAME!) on Wednesday. For the first time in my life, I do NOT want it to snow! Because if it snows, we can't go. Also if we're snowed out of school, that day will be taken from spring break.
I'm expecting three things in the mail, and I hope they all come this week! I'm expecting either an acceptance letter or a rejection letter from Memphis, a manatee from a Tumblr friend (It's adorable!), and my States Hoodie! How great would it be if I got all of these things (the letter being a letter of acceptance of course) on the same day! Preferably tomorrow! It would make my, what I already know will be a probably terrible, Monday into a good day! That's enough explanation points for now.
So, tomorrow we're having an one hour homeroom for registration. I just don't know what the hell the seniors are gong to do. I kinda don't want to go.
Oh, and the title has to do with when I was talking to Pamp on Facebook if that isn't obvious. This is a whole different story for a whole other day. I've figured it all out. Either I'm correct or I'm delusional. In either case, I'm done.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Friday, February 4, 2011
Man God Damn
Day 5 of feeling like crap. I'm about to sleep and sleep for a very long time. I'm just plain flat out exhausted.
Maybe I'll watch a movie first if I can find a good one. I haven't watched any movies in over a week. It's been far too long. I'm hungry, but I'm too lazy and exhausted to leave my room. Sleep is more important. For now, I starve.
Haha. It's superbowl weekend. I wonder what's in store.
This guy from Morocco keeps talking to me on Facebook. He's kind of interesting, but it's still kind of weird.
I feel like shit. Going to bed.
EDIT: Plans changed when DavRicia came over to write her paper. So, now it's 11:30, and I'm still awake. I helped her with her paper, and it's damn good though! Haha. Even I'll be pissed if she doesn't get an A.
On a more urgent note, I TOOK MY LAST BC YESTERDAY! If I don't have BC to take with my two aspirin, I'm going to have to take 5 aspirin... Yes, I have a headache. Fifth day in a row. My life is great.
The shell of my body is sick of the rest of me.
Maybe I'll watch a movie first if I can find a good one. I haven't watched any movies in over a week. It's been far too long. I'm hungry, but I'm too lazy and exhausted to leave my room. Sleep is more important. For now, I starve.
Haha. It's superbowl weekend. I wonder what's in store.
This guy from Morocco keeps talking to me on Facebook. He's kind of interesting, but it's still kind of weird.
I feel like shit. Going to bed.
EDIT: Plans changed when DavRicia came over to write her paper. So, now it's 11:30, and I'm still awake. I helped her with her paper, and it's damn good though! Haha. Even I'll be pissed if she doesn't get an A.
On a more urgent note, I TOOK MY LAST BC YESTERDAY! If I don't have BC to take with my two aspirin, I'm going to have to take 5 aspirin... Yes, I have a headache. Fifth day in a row. My life is great.
The shell of my body is sick of the rest of me.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Strange Days and Bad Decisions
I'm supposed to be writing a paper right now. Actually, I was supposed to have written the paper a long time ago, but it's 11pm, and I haven't started. Usually I'd do a survey right about now because I always do a survey as one last desperate procrastination method, but I just don't feel like it. I don't feel well enough to do anything, especially write a paper. I've been extremely tired. I've gotten 14 hours of sleep this ENTIRE week. 11 of those hours were last night, and I'm STILL fucking tired. I've gotten a headache (including a migraine) every single day this week. I just took some BC and I'm really hoping it'll be enough. The other day it wasn't enough, so I took 1500mg. The recommended does is 275-300mg. Oh, god...
I'm glad I don't do hard drugs because I am most definitely the type of person to OD. :|
Pamp texted me today. I was thoroughly surprised because he never texts me first, especially after we broke up or "took a break" or w/e the hell it is. I thought it was weird because I thought he didn't care. I still don't think he cares really. Not like we had a substantial conversation or anything. He just told me that aspirin was a bad idea, and I said I didn't care. Because I don't care.
EDIT: I didn't even start my paper til 1:40am. I am a master procrastinator. The good news is I finished my paper by 2:40. I finished that bitch in an hour tops. I was straight ballin'!
My blogs have been depressing lately. I'm not really depressed. I'm kinda miserable at times, but I've just felt like so bad all week. The headaches the stomachaches (from the damn medicine tearing my stomach all to hell) the lack of sleep. It's just too much. I considered missing school again tomorrow, but I really shouldn't. I'll try to be more positive in the coming days.
So, now I'm going to take a survey even thought it's 3am. I'm waiting for somebody to reply to me...
I'm glad I don't do hard drugs because I am most definitely the type of person to OD. :|
Pamp texted me today. I was thoroughly surprised because he never texts me first, especially after we broke up or "took a break" or w/e the hell it is. I thought it was weird because I thought he didn't care. I still don't think he cares really. Not like we had a substantial conversation or anything. He just told me that aspirin was a bad idea, and I said I didn't care. Because I don't care.
EDIT: I didn't even start my paper til 1:40am. I am a master procrastinator. The good news is I finished my paper by 2:40. I finished that bitch in an hour tops. I was straight ballin'!
My blogs have been depressing lately. I'm not really depressed. I'm kinda miserable at times, but I've just felt like so bad all week. The headaches the stomachaches (from the damn medicine tearing my stomach all to hell) the lack of sleep. It's just too much. I considered missing school again tomorrow, but I really shouldn't. I'll try to be more positive in the coming days.
So, now I'm going to take a survey even thought it's 3am. I'm waiting for somebody to reply to me...
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
The sound of the universe resonating all around us
I've gotten 3 hours of sleep since Monday. Yesterday was miserable. Today was miserable. I can only hope that tomorrow won't be miserable, but it's miserably fucking cold, and that alone makes it all the more miserable.
I couldn't keep my eyes open at school if my life depended on it. Especially my morning classes. I mean, if someone were literally holding a gun to my head telling me to stay awake or they'd shoot me, I would be dead.
The senior countdown isn't up anymore. Whether it fell down or got ripped down, I don't know. People are saying some juniors did it. A lot of the juniors are bunch of little shits, and I guess it's possible that one of them could have done it, but really? I heard they (they being Paige and Trevor and the rest of the senior president, vice president, whoever) put the sign up there with hot glue. If that's the case, then no fucking wonder the damn thing fell. You can't hot glue things to walls.
Anyway, the sign was pretty badass for the two days we had it. Better than any senior countdown I've seen in my high school career. The juniors will copy us next year. I don't really have much against the juniors, but for a bunch of kids who seemingly hate us, they sure do want to be us. Haha. I'm just kidding. I couldn't care less about most of this bullshit. I'm just waiting for May 20. Been waiting since August.
I have more to say but my fingers are sore and I got one hour of sleep last night and really desperately need some sleep right now.
One exciting thing though, I found some new old Brighten music that I can guarantee the majority of Brighten fans haven't heard before. I'm going to be releasing it on Tumblr soon.
I couldn't keep my eyes open at school if my life depended on it. Especially my morning classes. I mean, if someone were literally holding a gun to my head telling me to stay awake or they'd shoot me, I would be dead.
The senior countdown isn't up anymore. Whether it fell down or got ripped down, I don't know. People are saying some juniors did it. A lot of the juniors are bunch of little shits, and I guess it's possible that one of them could have done it, but really? I heard they (they being Paige and Trevor and the rest of the senior president, vice president, whoever) put the sign up there with hot glue. If that's the case, then no fucking wonder the damn thing fell. You can't hot glue things to walls.
Anyway, the sign was pretty badass for the two days we had it. Better than any senior countdown I've seen in my high school career. The juniors will copy us next year. I don't really have much against the juniors, but for a bunch of kids who seemingly hate us, they sure do want to be us. Haha. I'm just kidding. I couldn't care less about most of this bullshit. I'm just waiting for May 20. Been waiting since August.
I have more to say but my fingers are sore and I got one hour of sleep last night and really desperately need some sleep right now.
One exciting thing though, I found some new old Brighten music that I can guarantee the majority of Brighten fans haven't heard before. I'm going to be releasing it on Tumblr soon.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Falling harder. You're falling apart.
There is one word to describe how I feel today. And that is "crappy."
I've got a lot of stuff to do. And I just took a bunch of medicine. So I probably won't even be able to stay awake long enough to get much done... I'm already tired after only getting 2 hours of sleep last night. I think I'm getting legitimate insomnia. :/
I saw The Green Hornet today. It was way better than I expected. I liked it a lot. It was pretty funny and had really good action. Kato was all-around badass.
Fonz and I discussed going to Rock on the Range. It's the day after graduation, and I want to go, but I'm not sure if I can. Ohio is a long drive, and we'd probably have to drive overnight or super early in the morning. It's a ways away though, so I'm not too worried about it right now.
We just discussed it further and he showed me the line-up, and, dammit!, I wanna go so bad! I'm going to make it happen!
...I feel like straight fucking shit. You have no idea how much I just want to crawl into bed and sleep for days, but, alas, this project must get finished. I may be a procrastinator, but I still get shit done.
Anyway, I'll probably come back here to take a break and procrastinate further.
My cousin posted this on Facebook. It's a damn good speech.
I'm seriously considering taking more medicine, which is probably the worst idea I've ever had other than that other time I took more and got sick for a week. It would seriously tear my stomach up, but god damn this headache is relentless...
I'm almost positive this is turning into a migraine.
I'm already dozing off and haven't even started working on this project. It's going to be a long night.
EDIT: Okay, I took more, and I just might overdose. It wouldn't be the first damn time.
I've got a lot of stuff to do. And I just took a bunch of medicine. So I probably won't even be able to stay awake long enough to get much done... I'm already tired after only getting 2 hours of sleep last night. I think I'm getting legitimate insomnia. :/
I saw The Green Hornet today. It was way better than I expected. I liked it a lot. It was pretty funny and had really good action. Kato was all-around badass.
Fonz and I discussed going to Rock on the Range. It's the day after graduation, and I want to go, but I'm not sure if I can. Ohio is a long drive, and we'd probably have to drive overnight or super early in the morning. It's a ways away though, so I'm not too worried about it right now.
We just discussed it further and he showed me the line-up, and, dammit!, I wanna go so bad! I'm going to make it happen!
...I feel like straight fucking shit. You have no idea how much I just want to crawl into bed and sleep for days, but, alas, this project must get finished. I may be a procrastinator, but I still get shit done.
Anyway, I'll probably come back here to take a break and procrastinate further.
My cousin posted this on Facebook. It's a damn good speech.
I'm seriously considering taking more medicine, which is probably the worst idea I've ever had other than that other time I took more and got sick for a week. It would seriously tear my stomach up, but god damn this headache is relentless...
I'm almost positive this is turning into a migraine.
I'm already dozing off and haven't even started working on this project. It's going to be a long night.
EDIT: Okay, I took more, and I just might overdose. It wouldn't be the first damn time.
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