Paper Window

Four years and a new man falls for you
So why fight it when you think you might love him too?

Old habits die hard or never do
Keep lying ‘till they all catch up to you

But you should keep him around
You should keep him around
Don’t throw him in the dark, dear
Don’t throw him in the dark

The only thing I hate about snow days is I waste them. I've been sleeping all day for the last two days, and I'll do it again tomorrow. Don't get me wrong, I love sleeping in, but I hate wasting the day. It's a bit of an impasse really.

I've got lots of things I want to do but no motivation to actually get up and do them. Story of my life actually. I've got several idea for paintings and other art projects that I'd love to do, but, man, I just don't feel like... I think I'm just going to spend the rest of my day reading. I've been meaning to anyway. And I know once I start reading, I'll get into it. It's something to do that doesn't require work. I'm lazy.

Yes! I always text Pamp first, and I kinda felt like I was being annoying about it, so today I decided I wouldn't text him, and if he wanted to talk, he'd have to text me first. He just texted me. Ha. :)


Which is tackier: chipped balck nail polish, or over-bitten nails?
I don't think either of them are tacky...

Is your sense of humor crude (toilet, crotch) or highbrow (sarcasm, irony)?
Highbrow. Dry. Wry. Deadpan. In fact, I think crude humor is, most of the time, immature and not funny at all.

When was the last time you built a sandcastle?
Many years ago.

If you HAD to change one physical trait, what would it be?
I would have healthier skin.

If you HAD to change one personality trait, what would it be?
I would be less shy.

What is the best part of your life?
That I'm living it.

Do you care about Gun Rights laws?
I think by now we should have lost our privileges. If you abuse it, you lose it.

Do you like the game Monopoly? I never liked it as a kid...
Not really.

What do you think of skater kids?
I used to hang out with that crew in middle school. I really miss those days. Things change. That's what made me sad when Bufu came up. There is absolutely nothing the same from the those days.

Do you, yourself, know how to skateboard?
No, not really.

You must live in a different country for one year. Where do you move?
I'd say Canada because the culture is virtually the same or Australia. But if we're talking exotic, then I'd say Italy or Greece or Spain... I can't decide.

Do you believe that virginity is sacred?
Not really. It's natural.

What color are your eyes?
If we're being specific, they are green on the outside and brown in the middle, but the brown is darker and thus more prominent. If we're being general, I just say brown.

What is your living situation? (Who do you live with)
I live in my mother's house with my mother, her boyfriend, and my twin brother.

Would you ever consider getting a facial piercing?
I don't see why not.

Ever pretended to have tourettes so you could scream obscenities in public?
No. That's stupid.

What was the last vegetable you ate?
It's pretty bad that I don't remember.

What time did you get up his morning?
I didn't get up this morning. I went to bed this morning.

Who is your favorite teacher, and why?
Pettes will always be my favorite teacher of all time. I really can't explain why. You'd have to experience him yourself. He's nice and laid back and really cool and he made class interesting and he never gave homework. Hell, he gave us books, but we kept them in our locker the whole year. He's pretty funny and he would talk about things that didn't necessarily have to do with class but they were interesting anyway. He keeps you interested. I learned a lot in his class.

Describe your favorite article of jewelery:
I don't wear much jewelery, but my favorite piece is my anchor necklace that I made with a button from my dad's Navy peacoat.

Are you wearing it right now?
No.

Have you ever touched a starfish? If so, was it the smooth or rough kind?
I've only ever touched the dead ones that you buy as souvenirs. They're usually rough.

What kind of smiley face do you type most often?
:) :P

Do you add extra letters on the ends of your wordsss, likeee thisss?
99.9% of the time, no.

What kind of MP3 player do you own, if any?
I do not own an MP3 player of any kind.

Choose one: red, blue, or black pens?
Black. Simple. Practical.

Do you prefer pens to pencils? Why?
Yes. You don't have to sharpen them and they don't smudge (usually) and they look cleaner and neater.

How many pictures do you have on your MySpace/Facebook? (Estimate)
I'm not going to guess Myspace, but on Facebook, I'd say about 200. :o (there not all of me, of course).

Do you have a favorite letter of the alphabet?
Not really.

Do you listen to grunge music?
Not lately, but sometimes.

Do you listen to 80's metal?
You mean hair metal? Not usually.

What about 90's pop?
Not usually.

What do you think of today's music? (Popular, top 40, etc.)
It's absolute shit.

First and middle name of your future son and/or daughter:
Fuck if I know. Names that I like are Miles, Mariel (I prefer the spelling Marielle), Van, Vincent, uhh... there are more.

Do you know how to use a fax machine?
I have never used one before in my life. So, no.

How often to you order pizza?
If I had the money, I would honestly order it probably 3 times a week. But since I don't have the money, I order it maybe once a month.

Do you have a favorite pizza chain?
Domino's!

Explain one of your scars:
I've got one on the side of my wrist under my thumb that I got from when Kelsi and I were climbing on this barn (one thing I love about my childhood and my friendship with Kelsi is that we used to explore everywhere all the time). We were on a section of the roof that was only about 4 feet off the ground, so we jumped off. When I jumped my wrist got caught on a rusty nail and it caused this cut. Not there's a pretty noticeable scar there.

Are you happy with your hair?
Yes! Very happy! I don't mean to brag, but I am GREAT at cutting hair. (ahahah, I won't be saying that next time I cut it probably).

Have you ever worn leather gloves? Were they fingerless?
No. No. My current gloves I have now are wool, but they are fingerless. They're mittens, but the mitten part can come off. :3

Do you think seals or sea lions are cute?
Yes, they are adorable. :3

Have you ever touched a chinchilla?
Yes! We asked the guy at the pet store if we could hold one, but he wouldn't let us cuz he said they had sharp nails and would try to jump away, but he got one out and let us pet it. :3

Have you ever been drunk?
No, I've never quite made it that far.

Do you think underage drinking is irresponsible and stupid?
I think ANY drinking can be irresponsible and stupid regardless of age. If you're responsible and smart about it, then, by all means, indulge.

As for yourself, would you say that you're a party animal?
Nope. I don't go to them anymore anyway. Again, things change...

Do you know the difference between 'their', 'they're', and 'there'?
Of course.

Do you plan on graduating anytime soon?
YES! YES! A THOUSAND TIMES YES!

What is your favorite online game?
Idk. Ski runner. Canon defense (or any variation). I don't play online games.

Who do you idolize? (famous person, preferably)
No point. Everyone is a let down.

Do you like acoustic or electric guitar better?
Acoustic.

When was the last time you laid out, under the stars?
Uh... Not in a long time.

What are you doing tomorrow?
No school, so not shit. Ha B)

Current favorite song?
There are a couple. The song at the top of this survey is wonderful. Also "Lay Me Down" by The Dirty Heads.