Leave the Lies to the Liars

It never used to hurt before
It isn't funny anymore
I've been thinking, and I have two options. I can either pretend nothing is going on or I can get confrontational. I'm not a confrontational person, but I can be if I need to be. I haven't decided what I'm going to do yet, but I've weighed the pros and cons of both options in my head. I just feel bitter about the whole thing. I should have known to trust my instincts rather than doubt them. Besides, they're the only thing I can trust anymore.

“Women have a wonderful instinct about things. They can discover everything except the obvious.”
-Oscar Wilde (aka wisest man to ever live)

And maybe I'm making it a bigger deal than it is, but something that makes me feel this bad isn't "no big deal" in my eyes.

I'll wait and see how this plays out and report back later.

In other news, I'm not sure if there will be school tomorrow (I'm hoping not), but I haven't done any of my homework. But what else is new? I mean c'mon. Does anyone really expect me to read Macbeth? I can't stand Shakespeare! I know that's an ignorant thing to say, but at least I didn't say "Shackspeer dum lol." I just don't like the stories in general. The only one I'm kind of interested in reading is Hamlet because I like The Story of Edgar Sawtelle and apparently The Story of Edgar Sawtelle is a modern-day Hamlet? We shall see.

I'm tired. I'll probably go to bed early since I've had nothing else to do lately. Better than going to bed at 4am only to get 2 hours of sleep...


How would you like people to see you?
The way I see myself, I suppose. Except not when I loathe myself. >.>

Do you wear makeup?
A little.

Have you ever questioned if you weren't straight?
No.

How far do you want to go right now with the person you like?
Absolutely nowhere. I know what he wants, and I'm wasting his time - on purpose.

What are you ashamed to admit?
That I actually let my guard down for a minute.

Do you know any teen moms personally?
Have you ever heard of a little place called Dickson County High School?

Is MySpace done and over with?
Pretty much.

^What about Twitter?
Twitter is still going strong.

Do you have a Tumblr?
:3

How many photo albums do you have on Facebook?
Idk, like 10.

Do you believe that the more popular you get, the more haters you'll have?
Yep.

Anything you wish you could redo?
Little things, yes.

What's going on in your life?
I'll tell you all about it when the time comes.

Are you an attention seeker?
No.

Last time you threw up?
When I was eight years old.

Has your school had winter formal yet?
Never had it.

Do you/did you have a date for formal?
Even if my school did have a winter formal, I would not go to it.

What should you be doing right now?
Probably homework. But I'm about to be sleeping instead.

Are you looking forward to anything?
My birthday (I don't know why, but I'm actually looking forward to turning 18. I've never been excited for birthdays, not even 16). And graduation (I'm more excited for graduation than my birthday).

Are there any lyrics you live by? Name them.
Too tired.

Do you think people are independent or follow what everyone else does?
Depends on the person.

If you had to move to New York or California, which would you pick?
Hmm. I don't know, tbh.

Do you friend people on Facebook that you don't know?
No. But I accept requests from them under certain conditions.

What is the population where you live?
Around 12,000 - maybe more by now.

Do you like snow?
If it gets me out of school.

Have you ever traveled onto another continent?
Nope.

Do you feel bad for people who are overweight?
No. And they shouldn't feel bad for themselves. I think it's disgusting when people make fun of others for being overweight.

Why are you the religion you are?
That shit is ain't real.

If you could kiss anyone right now, who would that be?
My dog Taz. I miss him. ):

Does life treat you well?
Sometimes.

What did you do this/last weekend?
Absolutely nothing.

Have you ever rescued an animal?
Yes.

Would you go swimming with sharks?
No. Only manatees. Make it happen!

What did you do on the best night of your life?
Only two nights ever stick out in my mind. One I went to Hell-o-ween Havoc and had a hell of a time hanging out with people and listening to music. The other one, I had a hell of time hanging out with people, cooking out, and watching fireworks.