I take it back. I take it all back now.

I'm excited for the future, but, damn, I miss the past.

I miss old friendships and people. I miss how things used to be.

My life right now... I don't like this.

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I don't love you I'm just passing the time
You could love me if I knew how to lie
Who could love me? I am out of my mind...

I hate how you can build up so much anger towards a person and once you talk to them, it all goes away...

All those mean things I wanted to say just didn't come out.

Though, I am "a little annoyed" still.

So, it finally happened, and I don't know how to take it. I know it was all a lie, but at least it was put nicely.

Now I'm back where I started: single, broken-hearted - but happy.

(I'll explain everything in due time. Probably tomorrow. Not that anyone read this, but maybe it's a story I'll come back and read one day).