Just Let It Go

Even the coal miner's daughter's got to find someone who will say he would.
Now I'm too drunk to stumble, as you always said.
Darling, I will love you fucked up, drugged up, hung up, or dead.

Some things I worry about. Then later I wonder why I ever worried about it in the first place. Well, lately, I've been worrying. I'm good at talking myself out of it, but right now I just don't want to. And if all my worrying is true, I'm going to become reckless. I mean, hell, the only reason I haven't already is because I've got morals and somewhat regard for other's feelings.

I don't even know what I'm saying right now. I do, but I can't get any more specific and it probably sounds all wrong. Oh, well.

Let me visit the wind
Let it sweep me into your room
I can sleep on the floor if you want
Or I can lay right next to you too

Hey, hi, hello. I've been thinking a lot lately, and I cannot even begin to type the things that have been on my mind. There's just too much.

I wrote a blog yesterday, but I ended up never posting it. It's sitting in drafts now. I've got so many drafts. I think I have more drafts than posts. Uhh I'm rambling.

I just realized that with the mood I'm suddenly in, now would be an optimal time to get some art done. I've got such great ideas for badass drawings/paintings/whatnot, and I'd love to see them complete, but it's really hard to get the motivation to even start.

Leaves collecting in a gutter behind a city wall where we used to get high
But now the leaves are surrounding it all
And I'm thinking maybe I love you, but maybe I'm wrong


In the last picture taken of you, how did you pose?
I don't think I did.

What was the last area that was bleeding on your body?
Probably one of these mysterious cuts on my limbs that show up like a poltergeist attack.

What is your star sign/zodiac sign/whatever?
Pisces the fish.

Does your personality match the characteristics of your sign?
I'd say it's pretty damn coincidentally accurate.

Add up all the digits of your cell phone number. What do you get?
29. My new phone number is so easy to remember.

When was the last time you took a picture of yourself that you liked?
I don't know. Probably Facebook picture.

What was the best thing that happened to you yesterday?
I had no school and I finished reading a book. My life is full of thrills.

Describe to me your favorite hat.
I don't really wear hats.

What song do you feel emotionally attached to and why?
I'm not really sure. This whole blog has been a medley of Owl & Penny lyrics, and I can't choose a single song of his, so I'll just say I feel emotionally attached to Owl & Penny. He's seriously up there with my all time top favorite musicians. I love his music so so so much.

How did you score on your last quiz?
I don't have quizzes... I only have huge tests. I usually do pretty good them.

Do you think you look better in gold or silver?
I don't much like either, but if I had to choose, I'd go with silver.

What band do you think has the sappiest lyrics?
Brighten may have some pretty sappy lyrics but I love them anyway.

On the other hand, what band has the best lyrics?
I couldn't choose. At the moment, I'd have to say Owl & Penny. haha

Would you rather be on a nude beach or at a concert?
Concert mos def. Did you even have to ask?

Have you ever been caught passing notes in class?
Yes.

Speaking of which, does your teacher read those notes out loud?
None of my notes have ever been out loud, but they HAVE been read, and the teacher has confronted me about it. Ohhh, middle school, how I do not miss you.

Mine did until he got one that said 'I think I'm pregnant.'
Oh ho ho, usually I erase these parts of surveys where the survey says something irrelevant that isn't a question, but this one is worth keeping.

Do you have more male or female teachers this year?
Female. It's almost even though.

What is your New Year's resolution?
Ain't got one.

Do you have auto correct on your phone?
Nooo. Autocorrect mistakes are quite funny though.

Are you friends with the class clown?
One person comes to mind, and I think he's actually kind of annoying.

You just sprouted wings! What do they look like?
An angel? Don't kid yourself.

What is the weather like today? Was it any different yesterday?
Fuck if I know I haven't been outside in days.

If you were to create a band that only spouted hardcore Christmas carols what would you name it?
Cookies for Santa.

Would you rather be 13 years old or 30 years old?
Given the two choices, as much as I don't want to grow up, I don't want to be 13 again. So, 30. :/

Have you ever made a fake Facebook account? If so, why?
No. That is a waste of time.

Complete the sentence: Love is like a...
Rape whistles.

What color was the last dress you wore? Why did you wear it?
I don't own any dresses. The closest thing to that I've worn is a black skirt and I wore it to a wedding.

What flavor was the last piece of gum you chewed?
Ew.

Here's a personal one. How many times do you pee a day?
I don't keep count. Probably much less than the average person.

Have you ever had your significant other fall asleep on you?
In conversation, yes. In literal terms, not necessarily.

Your stomach vs Chinese food: Which one would win the battle?
My stomach. I like like Chinese food.

Have you ever kissed someone while you were sick? Did they get sick?
No.

When was the last time you witnessed someone throw up?
Not in a long time, and I'd like to keep that way. If I see it, I'm gonna want to do it.

What was the last text you sent and who did you send it to?
I sent it to Pamp and I'm not going to say what it says. It's nothing bad. I just don't feel like typing it out.

Besides texting, what else do you like to do on your phone?
Calling.

Did you ever used to watch the show 'Teen Titans'?
I saw a few episodes.

Name me a random word that starts with 'O'.
Orange.

If you had to die right now, what would your last meal be?
I just ate pizza... that works.