It's going to be a long day (and a long post)

Hey, Blogger. Long time no see - psych! Oh ho ho I'm so 90s. I need sleep. Speaking of sleep, it's 5 in the AM, and I haven't slept yet. I decided, hey, I stayed up all night, I'll just stay up all day too. Maybe in my delirious state, my paintings will get real wild and trippy and I'll become the next Picasso. But really, I'm just tired of sleeping all day. Schools isn't closed, and I have an art project to turn in. Dammit, I just remembered I have another art project to finish. Fuck. Shit. Ughhh. Now I'm going to have to go to school today... :/ Great. And now I've stayed up all night. Oh, well. Going to school will help me stay up I guess. Man, that just ruined my mood. Speaking of moods, I was in a pretty weird one last night. Now I'm just feeling neutral. Apathetic, I guess. I'm too tired to care about anything. Okay, I feel stupid for typing all of this now. I'm going to stop now and do something with my life.

Well, damn, am I a happy camper right now! I just checked the news again, and school is closed. Sweeeet.

I'll be coming back and adding to this post throughout the day... maybe.

Here's what I plan to do (to at least help keep myself awake) (and I'm writing this here as a list for myself to remember):
I plan to paint my ass off - not literally.
I plan to clean my room - because it needs a good cleaning every week...
I plan to finish my art project - this is for school and does not include painting

That's all I got for now. I'll probably think of other things to add to the list.

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My Horoscope for today:

You may be tempted to shift into high gear today, Pisces, but you're likely to be unsure where to focus your energy. You may be revved up and anxious to get moving, but feel lazy and unmotivated to do anything but sit back and wait for the excitement to come to you. Whatever you do, don't retreat into a hole. Dress up and show off your outer as well as inner beauty.

Oh, man, liek day is sew tru! You know why that's so accurate today? Because that's me everyday!

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11am and still holding strong! Yeah, right. I'm super tired. EVERYONE ELSE IS STILL ASLEEP THOSE LUCKY SOBS. I could be asleep too. But look at me. I'm not wasting the day away. ;D But I am wasting it anyway because I'm too tired to do anything productive. I think I'm getting a second wind though. Let's see where the rest of my day leads me...

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1:22 p.m. It's getting really hard to stay awake. But dammit! I'm painting! And I plan to get a lot of painting done. Hopefully...

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4:23 p.m. Wow.

I think I might just go to bed now...

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8:08 p.m. I have been up for almost four hours talking something over with some people and contemplating what to do. I still don't know what to do, so I've decided I'm just going to sleep on it for now and make a decision tomorrow. There may be a lot going down tomorrow... I hope not.

It just got to the point where I HAD to talk to somebody... so I talked to a lot of them.

I can say one thing, I love my cousin to death. He's got my back. And Pamp, too. I didn't mean for both of them to get pissed off... I was just letting them know what's up. The three other people I talked to, just worried me. They legitimately scared me, so I hope they're all wrong. I really hope they are. :/ I haven't heard back from one person who may be my determining factor. The one person who I trust the most, besides my cousin.

So, now I've been awake for 30 hours, and it's time to close my eyes...