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The leaves on the trees would be softly sighing if they heard from the breeze that you left me crying...

Today has been the worst day of my already horrible week. I had to stay after school until 5. I have a paper to write. Finishing my art projects on time is not looking likely. I'm having relationship problems. And my mom hates me and won't quit yelling at me.

Excuse me while I ignore everything I have to do and go cry myself to sleep.

- - -

Well, I just woke up. I feel a little better. But I also feel worse... It's getting really hard to wake up. My body wants to sleep, which makes perfect sense because two hours of sleep at a time just isn't working. Now it's 11pm and I have to start this paper. Pamp is going away to Michigan for Christmas break, and he will be staying through spring... and summer... and probably forever... So, that's over.

Sleeping and crying (not necessarily in that order) can be pretty therapeutic. Once I bullshit this paper, I'm going to sleep well tonight. I'm not even going to work on my art project that I carried home. I just don't really give a fuck.

Here's a survey that I don't even feel like doing just to put off writing this damn paper even longer.

Have you ever questioned your religious views?
No, I'm pretty set.

Do you have a job?
No. I need one though.

Do you find it difficult to tell others what you want for Christmas?
Eh... I don't want anything. I'm not "just saying that" either.

How was your birthday this year?
I don't remember. It was probably nothing special.

If you are in college, what is your major?
I'm not there yet, but I'm working on it... I'm not even working on it. fml

If you are not in college, what is your intended major?
Graphic Design.

What is your life philosophy?
Life only sucks if you make it. Don't depend on others for your own happiness. Are those even philosophies? Either way, today just hasn't been my day for either of them. I've made my life suck, and, though I don't depend on others for my happiness, others have contributed to my sadness.

Are you a member of any family organizations?
Like the mafia?

Have you ever been under the influence?
I've been unda da sea.

Do you watch Tosh.O?
No, but it's pretty funny when I have seen it.

Would you like to have a pet horse?
No.

Have you read the entire Harry Potter series?
No.

Have you seen the Deathy Hallows?
No.

How long does it take you to commute to school, work, etc?
About 5 minutes.

Do you live to to the north or the south of the equator?
North...

Can you play the piano?
Well, I can play it but not well.

Can you read sheet music?
Sorta kinda.

When is the last time you swept a floor?
It's been awhile, I guess.

Do you like the science fiction saga Star Wars?
I don't like it. I don't dislike it.

Who is the worst author you can think of?
Stephenie Meyer obviously.

Do you enjoy literature from the past or more recent times?
Both. I couldn't choose.

On average, how many words can you type a minute?
I think last time I checked it was 70wpm.

Do you know anyone who plays World of Warcraft? Do you play?
I know people who used to play. Dunno if they still do. I do not.

Have you ever been called a nerd?
Yeah... but I don't enjoy going to school and learning. Everyone else just has below average (wayyy below average) intelligence. Which, really, is the average nowadays. It's pretty sad.

What is something that you do not like that everyone else seems to love?
Lady Gaga.

Has anyone ever emulated you to the point of your annoyance?
Idts.

Do you enjoy poetry?
If I'm not studying it in school, then yes.

Have you ever written a poem?
I have.

Do you need make-up?
No it's 11:30...

Are you familiar with the HTML code language?
Yes.

Do you still use MySpace?
I haven't logged in in at least a month. Don't plan to any time soon.

When is the last time you sent an e-mail?
A couple months ago.

Do you Bing or Google?
Bing will never replace Google. NEVAR

Have you ever heard of Goodsearch? They donate money to charities every time you search.
I have not. I shall look into this one day.

Do you have a specific fragrance of candle you prefer?
Um. I have these soy beads that smell like orange creamsicles. That.

What kind of car do you drive?
God, if I drove a car, you'd never see me again.

Do you like it when it snows?
I do.

If you could be any Harry Potter character, who would you be and why?
Hermione. More specifically Emma Watson. haha