Monday, September 16, 2019

Circle

My car has been undrivable for weeks (again). I'm in a dead end job that I dread going to and don't get paid enough. I've purposely distanced myself from boyfriend who is unaware but feels things have been "better" lately which makes me feel like total shit. My recent ex, who had always seemed like a voice of reason, has been popping up lately (because I contact him... Sometimes for logic... Sometimes for just conversation because I'm a sad, lonely loser) and making me question things.

I guess it's getting bad again. It's a cycle and it was bound to come back around.

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