I can't figure out how to de-stress. I feel a lot of pressure inside me. I'm still pretty sad about life.

I know there are things to be happy about, but I'm already at the bottom of this hole. I'd love to come out of it...

I've got a short fuse lately. I'm taking my pent-up stress out on every minor upset. I've been extra mean to the pets when they get in trouble. I've been snappy with Lane. I've been brutally honest with Caleb. I haven't been pleasant to be around.

I deserve to be alone right now. And I am.