In the beginning, I always want to take it slow. I like to take things slow. But, as always, what I want and what is happening are not exactly aligned. Things, as usual, are moving way too fast. Really, things are moving faster with Jonah than they have with anyone before. Shit is really serious right now. I told him the other night that I'm glad this is happening with him instead of anyone from my past. I'm hoping that by the end of the week, all the hard stuff will be over and we can both have some peace of mind.
I'm glad he is behind me and supports my decision. It wasn't HIS first decision, but he has his head in the clouds; whereas, mine is rooted in reality. I'm also glad I have Caleb on my side. Jonah can't help in some ways, and that's where Caleb can help and is willing to help. Jonah is there every other step of the way though... I hope. I mean, we're in this together. At least we can joke about it, but some of his jokes, I feel, aren't coming from a place of jest. Just as long as we can put this behind us when it's all over, everything will be fine.
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