This is it for now

I'm starting to wonder what I'm missing out on. I'm just so tired of being ignored. It's getting progressively worse. This isn't how it was supposed to be...

I don't know what to do about it. It makes me feel kinda sad and empty inside. And you know me: I haven't said anything to him about it. :/ I don't want to bring it up...

Nikki and Dillon are already arguing. That shouldn't be happening so early in a relationship. I've accepted their relationship, so I tried to give her advice to keep it together.

Oh, so I'm home this weekend. The first night I was home, Nick came over and we watched A Clockwork Orange and Inglourious Basterds. That was fun. I always enjoy hanging out with him. Makes me happy. :) Yesterday I went shopping. Today the whole family came over. Caleb goes under the Navy's wing tomorrow, and I return to Memphis...

I'd talk about what has happened since my other post, but I have to strain really hard to remember things... So, this is it for now.