We just don't communicate. On both sides. I don't hear much from him, and I have quit trying to have any conversations because I don't see the point. I always try to keep up my end of the deal when I notice they aren't anymore just so I can say I tried.
I'm tired of being uncomfortable with his family's lack of boundaries. He always brings up marriage, and this is the #1 reason why I won't do it.
The long distance has run its course for me. This isn't a relationship.
I'm bored. We gave it 3 good years... with a big gap in one of them... but I just don't feel the spark anymore. I've waited for an opportunity for it to come up naturally, but I don't know how to talk about it without being harsh. I'm just keeping to myself a lot these days. Trying to figure it all out.
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