I saw the new guy again tonight,  and he has been nothing but a gentleman so far.  I'm kinda really into him. :/ We got drinks, and we talked,  and it wasn't as weird this time,  except I had so much anxiety building up to it that I took a buuunch of nausea medication. It all worked out though, and I believe next time, I'll be much less nervous.  He is so nice so far, and I don't know what I'm so nervous about.  

David said on the phone yesterday to tell him everything even the bad stuff... so I should probably tell him about this.  And maybe he knows because maybe I told him about this place a long time ago. I don't remember.  The thing with David is I have hard-to-describe feelings for him. But maybe I'm not ready to confront them? Another reason why I feel I can't flirt back is because I don't remember our relationship being a very sexual one. I know it wasn't--comparatively.  I don't know if he realizes that... I did always feel I was a more sexual person than him with a higher drive. And I know matching in that area is important to a relationship. But it's possible that things would be different a second time around.

But... I've got new and a exciting at my fingertips.  And he is very exciting...