You mean nothing to me.  Not a God damn thing.  It's a cruel fucking joke to make it where I can't move on due to a historic worldwide pandemic.  I hate everything.  

What am I supposed to fucking do?

I feel like I'm going to be stuck like this forever...

And I want to die.

(EDIT: yooo I was SAD DRUNK when I wrote this. I have never gotten that sad when drunk before. Usually it mellows me out... 

Rough night, I suppose).