But what about after?
While I am satisfied with "for now," I'm unsure how I feel about "after."
After all of this is said and done, if this discontinues, will it feel as is if it were a waste of time? It's certainly taking up A LOT of my time. Best case scenario, there will be an after. And this will continue and carry over into the real world... when it starts spinning again. But even if it doesn't, I don't think it is a waste of time.
He has done exactly that: kept my spirits high. Lifted them out of the grave that I had buried them. I guess if we never meet, I'll be a little disappointed. A little bummed. But his timing was impeccable, and, emotionally, I am fully functional again. It's not all thanks to him, but he definitely helped expedite it. So, he may just be one of those "reasons" but that is yet to be determined.
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