I have so much anxiety tonight that I guess I won't be getting any sleep before work considering it's almost 4am and I feel like crying and throwing up instead of sleeping.
Nothing happened to trigger this. I just can't shut off my mind. I can't stop replaying this year. I was doing so well at forgetting too... for some reason, it's all coming back to me.
If I had a gun pointed to my head while standing in front of a time machine set to 2016, I can confidently say without a doubt, I'd welcome the bullet to my head.
I wish this would quit haunting me.
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