This school thing just isn't working for me. I know I'm capable of going to school and doing well, but not at this school. I just get really depressed here. And I can't change the fact that I'm stuck here, I can't transfer (not until next school year), I can't change my schedule around (which I think if I could, it would be much easier), I can't afford anything, I don't have many friends here and the ones I do have are really irresponsible and only keep me down. I dunno. It's really hard to to cope.
If life was easy all the time there wouldn't bd any fun in it. Everyone goes through hell. It is up to you to man up and take it or bend over and submit to it. These challenges will make you a stronger, wiser person if you handle it and choose not to give in. I know the feeling of irresposible friends, no income, nothing going for me. I was stuck living in the ghetto for 2 years on no real income wondering when I was going to be the next lucky contest to receive a bullet or 9 in the chest.
I deal with ungrateful morons all the time that don't respect or appreciate the things they are given. You're doing a lot better than many people who instead choose to waste their life on actions they'll regret but can't change in 20 years. Lide is a bitch and you need to teach her to make your godamn sammich and make it right.
Hahaha, you have such a way with words. I know I'm fortunate to be here, and I'm going to stick it out for the semester (until I can go somewhere else), but it's hard to make the best of it when you're miserable. I made it through last semester, and I know I can make it through this one. I just feel like this one is going to be worse. Like I said, I just always get really depressed when I come back here.
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Why?
Just stressed and depressed and can't believe my luck and can't change my situation.
(lack of luck)*
What happened? And what can't you change?
This school thing just isn't working for me. I know I'm capable of going to school and doing well, but not at this school. I just get really depressed here. And I can't change the fact that I'm stuck here, I can't transfer (not until next school year), I can't change my schedule around (which I think if I could, it would be much easier), I can't afford anything, I don't have many friends here and the ones I do have are really irresponsible and only keep me down. I dunno. It's really hard to to cope.
If life was easy all the time there wouldn't bd any fun in it. Everyone goes through hell. It is up to you to man up and take it or bend over and submit to it. These challenges will make you a stronger, wiser person if you handle it and choose not to give in. I know the feeling of irresposible friends, no income, nothing going for me. I was stuck living in the ghetto for 2 years on no real income wondering when I was going to be the next lucky contest to receive a bullet or 9 in the chest.
I deal with ungrateful morons all the time that don't respect or appreciate the things they are given. You're doing a lot better than many people who instead choose to waste their life on actions they'll regret but can't change in 20 years. Lide is a bitch and you need to teach her to make your godamn sammich and make it right.
Hahaha, you have such a way with words. I know I'm fortunate to be here, and I'm going to stick it out for the semester (until I can go somewhere else), but it's hard to make the best of it when you're miserable. I made it through last semester, and I know I can make it through this one. I just feel like this one is going to be worse. Like I said, I just always get really depressed when I come back here.
Come back to where?
Memphis.
I go to Memphis College of Art. I thought art school would be great, but I really hate art now.
Ah. Sorry to here that.
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