Jar of Hearts

So, say goodbye to love
And hold your head up high
There's no need to rush
We're all just waiting, waiting to die

"he deleted me, blocked me, ignores me... so much for, "ill always love you, [girl], no matter what" ... <\3"

I wish I could have warned her. But we all gotta learn... You know that song Jar of Hearts? I've always found it so absolutely fitting. Perhaps too perfectly accurate.



It's 3 in morning and I'm blasting City & Color. And singing loudly along with it. Feels good, man.

Nate just left...
EDIT: He's home now. He had a nice long drive to think about things alone. I don't know how I feel, but he just sent me probably one of the best texts ever. He is absolutely 100% without a doubt in my mind not a player. He's not just trying to get in my pants or however you want to put it. And I feel weird knowing that I have someone who cares about me this much... it's unsettling to be honest.

Some of things he said in the [3-page-long] text, I feel like I should delete, but because of the other stuff, I don't want to delete it. Hmm...

Um, damn, I thought I had more to say, but I'm just really tired.