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I like Aaron because he doesn't make my life hard. Other than the "what are we?" uncertainty, things have been pretty easy with him. We get go out for ice cream or sushi sometimes and we sleep together. That's it.

I'd prefer someone who wants to do things together that aren't little dates. Someone who wants to adventure, hang out with friends, and hang out just to hang out. As it is now, he still hasn't met any of my friends. I just can't get him to. He doesn't attend functions with me.

He has met my family though. He met my mom once awhile back. More recently, I stayed the night at his house. The next morning I told him I had to go to my mom's for dinner, he asked if he could go. I told him my whole family was going to be there, and he was fine with that. So he met all of them. It was a nice time, I suppose. We came back to Nashville and I ended up staying at his place again.

I still feel so emotionally unattached, but after those two days together, my "like" for him had peaked. I was really digging him for the next couple days.

I haven't figured out yet if he is a "skip the bullshit" kind of person and just does the relationship stuff (dates, sex, meeting family) without all the gray area (hanging out without a purpose, meeting friends). Sometimes I question if this is what he thinks a relationship is. Sometimes I wonder if he's a psychopath and can feel nothing... but I'm leaning toward he just likes having sex with me. Because why wouldn't he? I've learned that's where I'm most valuable.