They Can't if You Don't Let Them

I need to not think about it. We all know how forgetful I am. I can do that shit on purpose too. I can erase memories completely.

I've always been a skeptic. I've always been slow to trust. I had made great strides in the last couple years to be more open and honest and trusting.

What a mistake.

I have to believe everyone has bad intentions. There's a motive under everything. I'll give them what they want, but I'll do it on my own terms. Yes, we are back to this. I won't be beaten down again.

I can't sit in this dark place. I won't.

So this new journey begins.

It's about to get real fucking cryptic.