Alone.

Today I am especially miserable. I've spent the last 5 hours of my time at school. Alone.

Max doesn't want to spend time with me. It makes me feel like shit, but at the same time I completely understand. I am boring and uninteresting and I'm always mean to him now. I only get mean when I'm unhappy. I guess he can't tell though. At this point, I don't even want to talk about it. I don't want to talk about anything. I don't want to do anything. I want to lie in bed for the rest of my life.