Oh, NOW you care. Now you send me 4 text messages and a message on Facebook and message to Nikki asking if I'm okay. Is that what it takes? You thinking I'm depressed?
I'm not depressed, but I'm not happy. Obviously. I'm just giving you a taste of your own medicine. You're too delusional to really get it though. So I ignored you all day.
That's today.
Yesterday was my last day of classes. I am officially done with the semester. I thought this day would never come holy shit. And you know... I don't want to do it again. I really don't want to come back next semester, but I have to.
I'm just going to enjoy my month at home the best I can. Make the best of it. I know a lot will happen.
I sit in the darkest corner
Of this once bright room
What used to my haven
Has now become my tomb
I find safety in the shadows
When I find no safety in you
I've become overwhelmed with
Not knowing what to do
I could leave, but I don't
So I guess I can't complain
What used to be my halo
Has now become my chains
I could never hurt a fly
And you're much bigger than that
But for the longest time now
I could smell a rat
There's a savior on the horizon
Waiting for me to decide
But for now I am stuck
In these shadows where I hide
I do still write. I don't think it's any good, but it's how I feel.
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