Saturday, May 14, 2011

Protect your heart; close your eyes.

I am so unbelievably tired right now. It's 4am and I haven't stayed up this late for awhile.

Last day of school went well. In fact it turned out to be a VERY eventful day despite every little thing going wrong in the morning.

The art show went well. I single-handedly spent more time setting it up than anyone else other than the art teachers. At least, I feel that way. I got a blue ribbon for the first time! Haha, and it was on a project that I wouldn't have expected.

In other news, I guess you could lose almost all (but not completely all) of your respect for me. Maybe I shouldn't say that. And it's not what you think! But he did just leave 15 minutes ago. Still not what you think though. I don't even know why I said this. I guess it's not as bad as I made it out to be. Actually, hell, it's nothing. Uhh... whatever, I'm just really fucking tired.

I'm living life with no regrets. They're on their way but ain't here yet.

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Well, after some sleep (It's a lot later in the day now), I feel pretty unwell today. Not in a bad mood or anything and not necessarily sick, just not feeling well. I've been sleeping most of the day and lying down. Trying to watch a movie right now, but it's not catching my interest.

I feel like a lot of my friends don't like me anymore. I mean, like, I know that's drastic, but a lot of people don't talk to me anymore. Or when they do, they act like they don't want to. And I actually talk to them first! Well, now that school's out, I won't be seeing any of them anymore anyway...

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