Paint This Town Red

If people knew what all I did tonight, they'd lose all respect for me.

I may be getting into the wrong crowd. At least I'm completely aware of it.

I have no regrets. Not yet, anyway haha.

So, tonight consisted of Water For Elephants, the park, smoke in the men's bathroom, walking two miles, and crazy ass funny drunk/high/all-of-the-above people at taco bell. At least we weren't obvious about it like they were. Then I had that awkward walk of shame to the front door at 11pm (I was expected to be home maybe 3 hours earlier). But luckily mom and Ron were passed out on the couch and didn't hear me come in. So, no questioning for Hayley! Until tomorrow anyway.

Oh yeah, Nick is coming over tomorrow. Well, shit. I guess I need to go to bed.

I think I'll sleep really well tonight.

Memorable

I will remember this night for the rest of my life.

Man, I just realized I smell like his dog. That is not an innuendo. I had fun! I'm just going to leave it at that.

WATER FOR ELEPHANTS MIDNIGHT SHOWING IS IN AN HOUR AND A HALF.

I want to go soooo bad. I could absolutely go. There is nothing stopping me...

Except I already made plans to see it tomorrow. So I have to wait, impatiently mind you, until tomorrow.

That's okay though. Because it's a hot date. ;D With? You guessed it!

I humbly apologize for making my blog all about this one person. I'm aware that I'm doing it, and I try to talk about other things too, but, really, he is the most interesting thing going on right now.

Things Are Really Weird Right Now

You, Me, and Everyone We Know announced today that they have broken up.

Okay, I'm not going to get all crazy and cry and shit (people really do that). I usually don't care when a band breaks up because it's usually a band I don't listen to, but dammit! I fucking love YMAEWK! I'm devastated! ): My day is ruined...

I mean, I'm sure two new bands will come from this (since all the band left Ben and Ben probably won't continue under the same name), but this just sucks.

I think I'll pre-order their last EP that they just put out.

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Well, moving on to other topics. We're not even dating, and I'm meeting the parents tomorrow. I wouldn't be nervous about meeting them, but I'm going to his house and having dinner. This is weird. I didn't know how to NOT agree on it. But you got to do things that make you uncomfortable sometimes, I suppose. I just hope they're laid back like my parents and don't ask me pressing questions. Because he's the male in this relationships. His parents don't have to be worried.

Meet the Fockers. lol

Aww, he made his Facebook status about me. How cute. lol

But at least I'm pretty sure he's not a player. Or a junkie. This is nice for a change. Quite nice.

Oh, so I was going to talk about these things a few days ago... now I don't feel like talking about them so I'll be quick.

(White)Lauren came over on Saturday to hang out with ME and my DAD. She was on the other side of the house from Ryan and he didn't even know she was there. He saw her there when he came in the room, and he went back and told on her! He called (Black)Lauren. Then he came back in the room, and speaking to my dad and never looking at (White)Lauren, he said,"Uhh... [Black]Lauren's on her way and she's pretty pissed. Just sayin'. You can stay if you want." Or something along those lines. So, (White)Lauren decided she didn't want to fight and left. She was really upset. I was too.

I just don't get people. (White)Lauren wasn't doing a damn thing but hanging out with us. And Ryan is back with (Black)Lauren although she's still "dating" the other guy who is really just her sugar daddy and completely oblivious (he's fucking stupid if you ask me) of all of this. And Ryan is somehow okay with this. idgi

I guess he's really both of their sugar daddy. lol

Well, I've had to "sneak" around to hang out with (White)Lauren haha. I don't care. I went and saw her at work the next day while Ryan and (Black)Lauren waited on me because we had to go somewhere. Stickin' it to the man.

Then we all went to the park. Josh, Ryan, Caleb, Winter, and I got our pictures taken (by [Black]Lauren). Apparently the pictures turned out really good, but I have yet to see them. Lauren said she'd send them to my email, but if she even knows my email, idk which one she would send it to, and she hasn't sent it to any of them yet. I guess I'll get them eventually.

That was over the weekend.

Got my cap and gown today. Now I'm even more excited for graduation!

That's all I can think to talk about for now.

That's Enough For Now

What is going ON tonight? God, all these little things just keep making themselves known, and I don't know how many more of them I can take.

I'm in a terrible mood, and I haven't eaten anything all day, and I have a paper due tomorrow that I haven't started and it's already 11 P.M.

All I want to do is sit here and listen to music all night.

Actually, I just want to sleep. But I feel like I'm doing more toward my paper when I'm not sleeping (even though I'm not doing shit to start my paper).

There are a lot of things to talk about. Too bad I don't feel like talking right now.

If you're wild, I'll take you to the zoo

While my mom and I were waiting for our drinks at Sonic, she asked me if Caleb told me what she said about the guy I went on a date with. (I will not mention his name just yet). And I asked her what she said, and here is how it went:

*Mom asks Caleb about him*
Caleb: Well, he does drugs.
Mom: He did look kinda high.
Caleb: He probably was.
Mom: It's okay. I was too!

Oh ho ho. We got a good laugh out of that. I wanted to tell this story, but this is the only place safe to say it for obvious thematic material.

For the record, he was NOT high.

So, my phone was disconnected today. I was supposed to pay it yesterday but completely forgot about. I thought it was weird that people hadn't texted me back and I didn't get a "Good morning" text like I do every morning. Then I realized that I forgot to pay the bill and NO WONDER no one texted back. They thought I was angry with them. I set it straight though. And I got it up and running again. B)

Graduation is in five wees and two days. 5 weeks. 2 days. hurrrry upppp

I've noticed that I sleep much easier and don't get headaches lately. What does it all mean?